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A New Chapter

1dr jrcLike every good book, our lives have many chapters and my book is about to turn a page!

  • Doctorate completed [Check]
  • Celebrated 10 years of Women in Jazz South Florida, Inc. [Check]
  • Completed 4th class of Public Speaking at SEC [Check]

Now is the time for rest, recuperation, and renewal of my Spirit so that I can move forward toward my new goals and aspirations!

My new goals include but are not limited to:

  1. Formal graduation exercises on July 8, 2017, in Prescott Valley, Arizona.
  2. Teaching two classes (one online and one in the classroom): Business Marketing and Ethics at Keiser University, while continuing to teach Speech in March, July, and November at Southeastern College (SEC) to earn income enough to live well and pay off my nearly $100,000 in student loans acquired since 2011.
  3. Traveling to present my lectures on The Best Business Practices for Women Musicians and The Importance of the Messages in Women’s Music.
  4. Traveling for pleasure.
  5. Engaging with my new love interest (TBA).
  6. Celebrating 20 years of FYI Communications, Inc. in September 2017
  7. Enjoying my 70th birthday on December 7, 2017.

Other events coming up this year are my father’s 98th birthday on May 7, 2017, and the birthdays of my children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren.

Follow my journey at http://www.drdivajc.com

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Breakthrough

Today, I contemplate three words: right, wright, and write.

Right means good, true, correct.

A wright is a maker or builder.

I will write about the breakthrough I had staying right on course being the wright of my life.

I am making my life liveable in the right way and I am fortunate to be able to write about it, here, where perhaps one other person will get what I mean. I am fulfilling my right purpose by being the wright of my existence and writing about it.

Breakthroughs

  1. Today, I learned that my doctoral dissertation was approved.
  2. It is my second son’s birthday.
  3. I completed the FDACS statement for the non-profit.
  4. I contacted the water company about a stormwater bill.
  5. I received a healthy supply of prophylactics and lube.
  6. I discovered a lovely neighborhood with gorgeous banyan trees.
  7. I wrote this blog.

The day is still young.

 

The Right Thing

iampresenceYou will know exactly the right thing to do at the right moment and you will do it!

The world is full of signs and symbols to guide you to your destiny.

Watch the beautiful scenery for we may not pass this way again.

Let us bow our heads in silent praise and gratitude to the Mighty I AM Presence which is lifting the Hearts and illumining the minds of mankind.

The most important activities of the Earth are the Inner and outer changes that need to be brought about for humanity’s advancement.

The Unlimited Force of the Cosmic Christ Light deals with darkness and no words can portray the Majesty, Power, and Victory of the Presence of the Infinite I AM. So, there shall be no doubt or fear.

Once the humanity of Earth has the God Understanding of the Eternal Perfection of the Divine Plan, it will do more to purify the chaos of the outer world than any other thing We know.

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Twin Rays [Source]

The Truth concerning the Twin Rays is that Its Mighty Wisdom and Power can be utilized to realize that there is No Individualization of God at Cosmic Levels in the Fullness of the Mighty I AM Presence until your Twin Ray has made the Ascension. Earthly choice has nothing whatsoever to do with it. Each Ray must, by Conscious Understanding and the use of the Great Command, purify, perfect, and illumine all the human creation by which it has surrounded itself. It then becomes the Ascended Master who forever has Conscious Dominion over the Earth and all that is therein.

When both Rays have made the Ascension, They are of the same state of Purity, Freedom, and Perfect Dominion. The Two are then able to work at Cosmic Levels. There, They can project great Cosmic Rays of Love, Light and Wisdom, focusing them with such Power, They create and control Cosmic Activities and reveal the Great Glory of the Mighty I AM Presence.

The Supreme Decree of Love Everlasting

By the Command of the Mighty I AM Presence, I join these Twin Rays of the Eternal Flame of Life in Supreme Love, Light, and Perfection.

Fact

What glories and marvels humanity could and would experience if it would only reach up consciously and sincerely to the Inner Light and the individuals open their Hearts and feelings to the Mighty Magic Presence of the I AM.

Divine Law

When one speaks in terms of Universal Truth, there is no such thing in Infinite Creation as a ‘miracle’, for what the world calls miracles are only the operation of Divine Law, which, because of Its very nature of Perfection, sets aside all humanly established laws of limitation. It is to bring the Full Understanding of the operation of Divine Law into the minds of the children of Earth that the Ascended Masters have labored in the past and for which they still do labor unceasingly with the inhabitants of this planet.

The hour is rapidly approaching when humanity must awaken to the All-Encompassing Inner Presence of God acting through the individual.

The Light of God never fails!

Wisdom is of no benefit to anyone unless it is used, and through that use, the individual manifests Perfection, so he or she can live above every limitation.

1EnergyShifts_122514Within the very Light which animates the physical body exists an Intelligence and Power that can and will carry out perfectly whatever the mind directs, when Harmony is maintained and all direction is constructive.

Love, Wisdom, and Power are the primal attributes which Life uses to build a Permanent Creation, and when mankind ceases its self-created discord, all Life around it and in Nature will express Permanent Perfection!

[Source: Godfre Ray King. The Magic Presence (Volume 2). Saint Germain Press, pp. 184-213.]

 

 

Raising Your Vibration

13Talk on raising vibration

Mama turns all negative activity around. Mama, we, the daughters of Earth, the Sweet Crone Trinity has been inspired in the spirit of compassion for the well-being of our ancient cosmic family to understand why you connected this trio to demonstrate the magic of your power to awaken and protect our universal ancient family.

Empower our ability with the authority of our common purpose. We are one in the best interests of our global family in your essence as ancient of ancients. Mama, please allow this trinity to naturally raise upright our fallen sisters to elevate them to their true celestial level in mind and spiritual substance. ~ The Sweet Crone Trinity – Mamayah El, SiStar Myrah, and Celah Eliana Bey.

8 ways to raise your vibration.

  1. Become conscious of your thoughts. Everything you think, say or feel becomes your reality
  2. Find something beautiful and appreciate it
  3. Be conscious of the foods you eat
  4. Drink water
  5. Meditate
  6. Be grateful
  7. Practice acts of kindness
  8. Get your blood pumping

http://www.theholisticingredient.com/blogs/wholesome-living/13587702-8-ways-to-raise-your-vibration-your-positive-energy

Reading:        Saint Germain Press

Volume 4: Ascended Master Instructions, pp. 144-148

  • The Way to Freedom
  • For keeping awake
  • For going to sleep
  • Command as Christ

Volume 9: The I AM Discourses, pp. 178-182

  • On wealth
  • The Presence of Life is the Vibratory Action of Life in your body
  • Power of Qualification in the words that you use
  • I AM Decrees to call forth Perfection of Life

Violet Flame

SWEEP THE VIOLET FLAME THROUGH US!

Beloved Mighty I AM Presence,

SWEEP the Violet Flame through us (3)

Almighty I AM.

SWEEP the Violet Flame through us (3)

Give Thy Command.

SWEEP the Violet Flame through us (3)

Increase It each hour.

SWEEP the Violet Flame through us (3)

Love, Wisdom, and Power.

USE THE VIOLET FLAME TO TURN UP YOUR VIBRATION

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Finding My Way

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Truth

TALK WITH MAMAYAH on Truth [May 11, 2016]

Mama turns all negative activity around. Mama, we, the daughters of Earth, the Sweet Crone Trinity has been inspired in the spirit of compassion for the well-being of our ancient cosmic family to understand why you connected this trio to demonstrate the magic of your power to awaken and protect our universal ancient family.

Empower our ability with the authority of our common purpose. We are one in the best interests of our global family in your essence as ancient of ancients. Mama, please allow this trinity to naturally raise upright our fallen sisters to elevate them to their true celestial level in mind and spiritual substance. ~ The Sweet Crone Trinity – Mamayah El, SiStar Myrah, and Celah Eliana Bey.

Blog: www.divineconnectionchurch.wordpress.com/2016/04/06/the-ninth-call

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Talk on Truth

moralsTruth: noun

  1. the quality or state of being true.

“he had to accept the truth of her accusation”

synonyms: veracitytruthfulnessveritysinceritycandorhonesty

  • that which is true or in accordance with fact or reality.

noun: the truth

“tell me the truth”

synonyms: what actually happened, the case, so; More

  • a fact or belief that is accepted as true.

plural noun: truths

“the emergence of scientific truths”

synonyms: factveritycertaintycertitude; More

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Where is truth?

Does truth lurk in darkness or is there a light that could help reveal truth?

Can real TRUTH ever be found?

Is there any ABSOLUTE TRUTH?
Are there ABSOLUTES to be found, anywhere?

Is TRUTH within you?
Is TRUTH within me?

In philosophy, Epistemology is the study of the sources of knowledge and of the methods for obtaining knowledge. There are numerous philosophical theories concerning “truth” and its sources that have been around since the time of the Greeks. However, few theories endure as originally devised for more than 1, 2, or 3 generations. When the next generation realizes that the past conjectures did not answer life’s questions, a new guru makes his or her debut to seeking souls. His or Her smooth presentation is persuasive and is picked up by professors, publishers, and a curious populace.

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The fifth agreement encourages us to see the truth, to recover our authenticity, and to change the message we deliver not only to ourselves, but to everyone around us.    http://www.amazon.com/Fifth-Agreement…/dp/1878424610

Ideas to explore:

  • Women forfeited power so that men could experience power. Actually, mothers forfeited power so that their sons could experience power. But that went too far. So women are now reclaiming the power of the Divine Feminine. (Mamayah)
  • Chapter 1 and 2 of Behold The Pale Horse by Milton William Cooper (1991) references to scientists and ecologists hired to manipulate resources. (Amira)
  • People tell their truths through the story, parable, and allegory.
  • History is defining others for your own benefit.
  • Giving yourself the benefit of the doubt.
  • We are vibration. Consider that Gaia, Mother Earth has been changing for millennia through earthquakes, storms, and volcanic eruptions. It is impossible for mankind that lives only one century to understand much about Earth changes over millennia.
  • Research the 6th, 7th, and 8th dimensions. (Mamayah)
  • Research ‘monatomics’ or non-metallic elements. A monatomic ion is an ion consisting of a single atom. If an ion contains more than one atom, even if these atoms are of the same element, it is called a polyatomic ion. For example, calcium carbonate consists of the monatomic ion Ca2+ and the polyatomic ion CO32.
  • Take off your shoes and get grounded. (Tom)
  • Feel the future through now and the past and then, witness truth. One person can create but it takes two or more to witness it as truth. (Egypt)

How do these statements make you feel?

Have you seen the movie Powder? Follow these links:

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THERE IS ONLY ONE OF US HERE!

ONE HEART, ONE MIND, ONE SPIRIT

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Ancient Crone Mother Goddess

maidenmothercroneIn the first chapter of The Celestial Ship of The North (Straiton, 1992) it states that in the Vision of Hermas the Holy Spirit was called ‘The Old Woman’ who was the first of all creation.

Tonight We Celebrate THE ANCIENT CRONE MOTHER GODDESS

We are honoring the aging woman’s value to society.

thecroneWho is Crone?

We use the term crone to reference, and to reclaim, the name of the wise woman of ancient times. The concept of crone existed tens of thousands of years ago when women’s life patterns were conceptualized in three stages — Maiden, Mother, and Crone. The Maiden was the youthful, independent woman. The Mother was a woman who guided others–as a biological mother or as a teacher. The Crone was the postmenopausal woman who enjoyed a special, revered status. The elder woman was viewed as a fount of wisdom, law, healing skills, and moral leadership; her presence and leadership were treasured at every significant tribal ceremony and each personal occasion from birth to death. In that light, we three Sister Crones consistently focus on the empowerment and well-being of older women and claim the honored status of the ancient crone for contemporary women.

We use the Crone to assist us in transition from one life to the next, leaving one level of our existence and entering the next. This brings us into the Womb of the Mother to assist us in being reborn once again. For it is through Her Wisdom and guidance we learn lessons from experience past and begin life anew from the wisdom gained.

The Crone is a symbol of inherent wisdom that comes from experience. She has lived through love, sorrow, hope, and fear, coming out of it all a wise and confident spirit. Through these experiences she has learned the secrets of life and death and of the mysteries beyond this world.

The Crone is the Grandmother, the Old One, the Earth Mother, the Wise One we turn to when we need advice. She teaches us that sometimes we must let go in order to move on.

The word Crone, in its most simplistic sense, designates an old woman, a woman past her childbearing years, a post-menopausal woman. Today, the most common definition of a Crone is a “wise old woman.” Thus, a Crone is a woman who has moved past mid-life and who acknowledges her survivorship, embraces her age, learns from the examined experience of her life, and, most likely, appreciates the wrinkles on her face.

A Crone is a woman concerned with housing, social security, pensions, healthcare, her relationships with children, grandchildren, and siblings. A Crone is a retired woman, a soon-to-be retired woman, a widow, an empty nester who desires good health, energetic living, and independence. A Crone is a woman who is adapting constructively, often gracefully, to the process of aging. A Crone is a woman who is comfortable with her spiritual self, her intuition, and her creative power.

A Crone may be a woman of any color, race, religion, sexual orientation, economic status, educational level, lifestyle, or political persuasion. She may be disabled or abled, introvert or extrovert, single, married, widowed, or partnered. She is like you and me. What does set the Crone apart, however, is her willingness to tell the truth about her life.

Crone women fly directly into the face of ageism and sexism. They refuse to be put down. They do not walk meekly on the road to old age. They are keen to assert their presence if not their influence.

Crone provides an energetic consciousness, a radical aliveness, which fuels the fierceness of women’s strength in old age. Crone is a framework for honoring the wisdom of elder women. Crone is a template for communication, community, and communion. Crone is a basis for cooperation and compassion for all living beings. Such a consciousness allows for action in the world or for deep, quiet peacefulness with all that is.

Thus, a Crone is an older woman who has learned to walk in her own truth, in her own way, having gained her strength by acknowledging the power and wisdom of the totality of her experience. She is “a wise old woman.” As a woman moves past youth and midlife into old age she consciously takes on the mantel of Crone – a woman who celebrates her survivorship, willingly choosing to continue forward in life with all the gusto she can muster. A Crone is a woman burnished bright by an inner fire that sharpens both her wit and her intensity, her passion and her power.

The mythological Ancient Crone Mother comes to us from the mists of ancient times. The goddess was revered as one all-encompassing mother goddess who controlled birth, death, and rebirth. As patriarchy began to arise after c.7000 BCE, this concept began to change as women themselves became increasingly under the dominion of men. The one mother goddess image was split into three aspects reflecting the stages of women’s lives – maiden, mother, and crone. The crone goddess represented the older woman aspect of a woman’s life.

The connection between women today and the ancient goddesses, according to Jung’s psychology is that “women are influenced by powerful inner forces, or archetypes, which can be personified by … goddesses.” These attributes live on today in the collective unconscious as an archetype. An archetype is a pattern of instinctual behavior that is contained in the collective unconscious – a part of the unconscious mind – that is not individual but universal, with contents and modes of behavior that are more or less the same in all cultures and in all individuals. The crone goddess represents the archetype of the older woman.

When patriarchy became the dominant mode, when the divine was imaged solely as male, and as women became second-class citizens, the ideas about goddesses and the archetypes they represented went underground. Archetypes can be submerged, but they never disappear; and as women today are reclaiming their power, these archetypes are re-emerging. There is a burgeoning interest in this ancient part of women’s herstory, and the crone archetype is resurfacing as a model for elder women. Women are coming into their own as individuals, stronger and more comfortable with who they are and in speaking for themselves. Women are joining collectively as well in what some are calling a new Crone Movement.

Crone, hag, and witch once were positive words for old women. Crone comes from crown, indicating wisdom emanating from the head; hag comes from hagio meaning holy; and witch comes from wit meaning wise. Crones, hags, and witches were leaders, midwives and healers in their communities. The meanings of these three words, however, were distorted and eventually reversed during the 300 years of the Inquisition when the male-dominated church wanted to eliminate women holding positions of power. Women identified as witches, who were often older women, i.e. crones and hags, were tortured and burned, and the words witch, crone, and hag took on the negative connotations that continue in our language. The Crone Movement, however, is re-claiming the positive meanings of these words.

The Crone began re-emerging into our consciousness in the early 1980s, and today many older women are embracing this connection. We are tapping into the ancient crone’s attributes of wisdom, compassion, transformation, healing laughter, and bawdiness. The ancient crone archetype strengthens our belief and confidence in age-accumulated knowledge, insights and intuitions enabling women to stand up for their rights.

We will not be invisible, ignored, or treated unfairly. We are coming together in circles and gatherings to support each other.

The Crone Goddess or dark mother is the last aspect of the Triple Goddess, together with the Mother and the Maiden she represents part of the circle of life. In today’s society where we worship youth and beauty, this aspect of the Goddess is the most frightening and misunderstood of the three, as she represents our destruction, decay and death. Traditional societies however, view death as part of a cycle. Here, as in nature, the death of Winter is Spring.

In her book, The Crone: Woman of Age, Wisdom, and Power, Barbara G. Walker discusses just how disturbing the image of the old woman, and thus, the Crone, has been to patriarchal religious worldviews. She points out that in many ways, the Crone was the female equivalent to the image of God, as a wise-looking old man with his white beard up in heaven. While Christianity could include a version of the Virgin, and even a Mother (both found in Mary), there was no place to include a Crone that was not threatening. So, over time, Her image became perverted. But it could not be destroyed. She became the Wicked Old Witch, an archetype that is so deeply engrained in the imaginations of us all, beginning in childhood that is it difficult to undo. But this is not the only negative propaganda aimed at the Crone.

Old women in our society are the least-valued members of the population. We see the aging process as something to be avoided at all costs, or at least hidden. And in particular, our prejudice against age is focused on women. Ultimately, Walker believes that this is a continuation of the suppression of the Crone, and reflects deep fear of the wisdom and power of women as well as a fear of something that cannot be controlled nor avoided – death.

The Crone Has Many Names. Here are a few of the well-known Crone Goddesses:

  • hekate2HEKATE a very ancient pre-Greek goddess of the dark moon, She may have been a form of the earlier Egyptian Heket, and assimilated into the Greek pantheon as Hecate. She is the goddess of the Crossroads, and presides over the underworld, magick and ritual, prophecy, and childbirth (as protector). Originally seen as a threefold goddess, she was later demonized by early patriarchal religion as the Queen of the Witches, and an ugly old hag.
  • CERRIDWEN is a Welsh crone, best known for her cauldron of regeneration, transformation, and inspiration. She rules over death, but over rebirth as well. Cerridwen was also a Triple Goddess; in her crone aspect, she is seen as a “white, corpse-eating Sow representing the moon.” (Barbara G. Walker, The Women’s Encylopedia of Myths and Secrets).
  • Demetra -“The dark goddess of many names was the prophetess and holder of mysteries. She bestowed dreams, visions, and magickal knowledge whereby one could fathom the mysteries of the unknown, and this understanding of secret and hidden things brought power in itself.”
  • KALI: the Indian goddess of death, destruction, and Kalitransformation. Kali is rather fearsome and terrifying, but She also has Her nurturing aspect as well. We might think of her as destroying what needs to be destroyed so that something new can take its place. Kali is often shown wearing red, and is strongly associated with blood, representing both life and death. (A more detailed discussion of Kali can be found in Barbara G. Walker’s The Women’s Encylopedia of Myths and Secrets).
  • The MORRIGAN: Ancient Irish trinity of war and death goddesses, strongly associated with magic and the battlefield. Most commonly associated with the image of the crow or raven. The Crone aspect of the Morrigan is Macha, sometimes called “Mother Death.” (Patricia Monaghan, The New Book of Goddessess and Heroines, and Barbara G. Walker, The Women’s Encylopedia of Myths and Secrets).
  • CAILLECH: The Winter Hag of Scotland and Ireland. In her mythology, she is often portrayed as deceptively strong and outliving many husbands. She is sometimes associated with disease. (Walker, The Women’s Encylopedia of Myths and Secrets).
  • Grandmother Spiderwoman (Native American) – An old wise woman who gave man the sun and fire.
  • Ereshkigal (Sumerian) – Goddess of the Underworld
  • Estsanatlehi (Native American) – Goddess of life, death and immortality.
  • Lilith (Hebrew) – Adams first wife and guardian of women’s mysteries.
  • Nephthys (Egyptian) – A funerary Goddess associated with death, magic and reincarnation.
  • Sedna (Inuit) – Mistress of life and death.
  • XochiQuetzal (Mexican) – Goddess of the cycles of life celebrated on the Day Of the Dead.

The Orishas of Ifa

Eleggua                 Erzuli                            Oshun                    Yemaya

Seeking the Crone

The most natural time for a woman to seek the Crone is at menopause, as she approaches her own cronehood. However, the Crone has great relevance and significance to women and men, of all ages.

For instance:

  • When there is a need to end something
  • When some project or cycle has come to completion
  • When there is the need or desire to do “shadow work,” exploring the unconscious realm, some trauma, negativity, depression
  • To improve psychic skills and abilities – mediumship, contacting guides, meditation journeys, prophecy and divination, and especially scrying, which is a Crone art
  • When there is a feeling of being threatened, outcast, or maligned
  • When there is a need to put the past behind you and start anew
  • When there is a need to retreat, rest, and hibernate
  • When dealing with the aging process, in yourself and in others
  • When facing death, your own or that of a loved one
  • When there is a desire to explore the deep mysteries
  • In order to connect with the ancestors
  • During the menstrual period, when faced with the “inner hag”
  • When there is a need for deep wisdom and advice
  • She can help you remember the cycles of life, if you are experiencing a loss.

Invoke these Goddesses to help you face your deepest fears. Despite their fierce ways and appearance, they offer great wisdom to those prepared to look upon their faces.

The Crones encourage us to be wild and free, they show us the strength and courage within us all.

I Proclaim these words to the Ancient Mother:

 

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Celah Eliana Bey

They have largely forgotten you and follow gods … but in the stillness of the moonlit night you are there … the one who is She.

Ancient Mother, I hear you calling. Ancient Mother, I hear your song.

It dawned on me that part of the spiritual task of accepting ourselves as we are is to accept ourselves at the age we are. Wishing we were younger – or older – is not only ridiculous, since there’s nothing we can do to change our age, it’s also a total waste of time. The past is gone, the future hasn’t happened and the only true reality is the present moment. Living fully in each moment is, as all the sages from every wisdom tradition agree is the only key to happiness and contentment.

Now, as the baby boomers start turning sixty, I notice a lot of ‘Eek! Freak! Squeak!’ going on. A lot of denial, too. Plug the phrase ‘anti-aging’ into Google and you get an unbelievable 2,670,000 entries. Cosmetic surgery, Botox, thousands of dollars are being spent every day by women trying to look Younger than they are, while half the world’s children starve. What’s wrong with this picture? But I must try not to judge my sisters harshly. I mustn’t forget how I felt, that day I saw myself in the mirror and realized that my hair was two colors, black with a lot of gray.

Since we live in a culture that is fixated on youth, all of us, to some degree, have absorbed the (erroneous) message that young is beautiful and old is ugly, even though, deep down, we know that the only true beauty comes from within. I believe instead of pandering to it we owe it to ourselves and to our daughters and granddaughters to change this stupid, outdated conditioning. We owe it to ourselves to strip away the shallow standards of ‘beauty’ that the fashion industry, the cosmetics industry and most of all the advertising industry all feed on. We’re being exploited, and it is time we stood up and said a huge “NO!”

Nobody warned me that menopause is a passage into another form of life. Maybe it is as well they didn’t. After all, how do you go on feeling smart, sexy, capable, confident and all around good about yourself if you know you are gradually turning into an elderly woman, a hag, a witch, a crone. It bothered me and I panicked. My pre-menstrual syndrome was no longer pre- anything. It was most of the month, with a few good days scattered here and there like islands in a large ocean. My normally sharp thought processes were going blunt so alarmingly fast that I thought I was getting Alzheimer’s. In place of a brain, I now seemed to have what felt like a wodge of thick cotton. Worst of all, my libido was going through the floor. No-one had warned me about any of that. My mother had sailed through menopause – or so she said – with no symptoms at all except that her periods stopped one day when she was fifty-five and never came back. That was it. End of story. Not even one hot flash. All my friends were the same age as me or younger. There was no-one to reassure me.

It was the mid-1980s, and the “medical model” ruled. HRT was rapidly becoming the flavor of the month. But I was an alternative health nut sort of a person and I instinctively recoiled from the idea of messing with my hormones. I decided to tough it out. The more I thought about it, though, the more I started wondering if I could do more than simply tough it out.

On the outside, I was trying to keep my “normal” life together, while this other stuff was happening on the inside. Hot flashes happened, wherever I was. So on the outside, I just made jokes about it like everyone else, took my jacket on and off, fanned my face and drank lots of cold water. On the inside, I was saying to myself: “Steady, girl. You’re doing fine.

That way, each hot flash, rather than being a pesky nuisance, was a transformational process, bringing me one step closer to my new self. Would that new self ever emerge?

My periods stopped. After I had not had one for a while, I started to regret that I hadn’t marked their ending with some sort of ritual. But how can you mark the last of something if you don’t know it is the last? When I realized that I would never see my own menstrual blood again, that thought made me inexplicably sad. Yes, I, too, had often referred to it as “the curse.” But it was part of my womanliness, for all that. Now it was over. So I had to grieve.

During that long time in the menopause, I discovered that there were many things which needed to be consciously mourned and let go: my ability to bear children, my youthful looks, my sexual juiciness and so on. There was a lot of work to do. And as I let go of these old definitions of myself, I had no idea what would take their place. It was as though I had to clear the space, first. So sometimes, it was scary.

I was fifty-five years old. A whole new energy seemed to be stirring within me. I went back to school to get a degree in Architecture and Interior Design. I was entering a completely new phase of my life.

The most radical thing we can do – and the most beneficial – is to dare to be ourselves, as we are, old, gray and proud of it. I earned every one of these gray hairs I see in the mirror and the tiny wrinkles forming near my eyes.  I love it. It actually suits me better than black ever did and the whiter it gets, the better I look in my favorite black dress. And I like wearing glasses when I read or use my computer. They really suit me – and they disguise the fact that I really have no eyebrows worth speaking of. They make me look intellectual.

At 72, I’m not as fit and trim as I used to be, but I’m happy and full of vitality. I love being old. I’m having the time of my life. So are lots of the other, ‘natural’ elder women I know, in their sixties, seventies, eighties, nineties, even beyond. We are being ourselves. And we are beautiful, each in our own way, just the way we are, wrinkles, white hair, glasses and all.

I love being a Crone. ‘Please Call Me an Old Hag.” As Crone means crowned one. And hag comes from the Greek hagia, or sacred. Knowing this, who wouldn’t want to claim being a Crone?

When I fill out forms, I don’t mark Single (though I am widowed), Married (though I have been twice), Divorced (though I have been once, ), nor Head of Household (though I am, me and myself ). I make and mark another box and I put FREE Crone.

Even with fixed income, ill health sometimes, my life is an adventure, for the flower still awaits, not necessarily to be picked, but to be savored for its fragrance.

So what if our youth-worshipping society has written us off? We’re told we are decrepit and powerless, but actually we’re just invisible. And because we’re invisible, we can do ANYTHING and no one will notice.

Not only can we wear purple, we can wear neon green, hot pink, orange stripes with polka dots, or nothing at all. We don’t have to dye our hair or set it in short tight curls; we can wear it long, loose and uncut, locs, braids – or in a brush cut, bowl cut, or shaved off completely.

We can be outrageous, flaunt ourselves and demand attention. We can be Maudes and take young lovers. We can go places alone, do what we’ve always wanted to do, be what we’ve always wanted to be—now.

But often we don’t. For it’s hard to believe the opposite of what we’ve been spoon-fed for years: that older women are pitiful, useless no-good hags. It helps to be surrounded by others who have chucked off such narrow notions. Crone Circles are the answer.

We need Crone Circles to strengthen ourselves, and to reclaim our rightful roles in society. Crones were once midwives of both birth and death, and leaders of puberty, marriage and other ceremonies honoring fecundity and life.

We are the anchors, watchers, guardians, healers, storytellers. We are also Baubo, of the bawdy wise sexuality. We are roots, trees, mountains; we are the web of the world.

So what if our youth-worshipping society has written us off? We’re told we are decrepit and powerless, but actually we’re just invisible. And because we’re invisible, we can do ANYTHING and no one will notice.

In Crone Circles we can validate ourselves–our existence, our lives, our feelings, our truths. We can share our wisdom and experience. But how can we find each other? We’re not likely to find companions in bars, churches, bridge clubs, senior centers, or inside the covers of Modern Maturity.

I found my particular Crone Circle with Crone Sisters Joan and MyRah.

We began with several different purposes. Some women are scared by menopause, some seek role models. Some professional counselors and caregivers seek support and renewal. Others simply just seek fun with other confessed crones. But all of us should seek the wise women who can teach us from their experiences. We’ve been meeting weekly via conference calls. We share leadership, each bringing insights from our talents and gifts. After a lifetime of being ordered around by parents, husbands, children, and bosses, it’s so relaxing to have no set leader. We are at a time in our lives when we are all leaders. Usually whoever hosts the gathering convenes the circle, and may set a topic. Joan has been initiating the calls.

The talking circle is the essence of crone support. Its structure is both simple and empowering. Whoever holds the talking stick (mentally) has the floor. When finished, she passes to the next until all have had a turn. No one interrupts. Everyone listens with respect. Thus the sharing goes deep.

It is a concept which is all about that ‘rapture of being alive’ in an aging woman’s body.

The Crone, the Great Grandmother of us all. We salute her wisdom and experience, her calm and her grace, her steadfastness and her love.  She has much to give and teach us.

Our intent, the Crone Trinity, is to gather with young and older women to share their histories and counsel with each other. Our notion is that we learn most, and probably best, as older women by sharing the wisdom borne out of our life experiences in an environment which promotes equality, encourages diversity, and supports personal empowerment.  Our thought is that our personal and collective wisdom helps us grow and learn through discussing our similarities as well as our differences.

So Ancient Mother, I hear you calling. Ancient Mother, I hear your sound. Ancient Mother, I hear your laughter, Ancient Mother, I taste your tears. I close by wishing all of the Mothers on the call “A Happy Mother’s Day” and for those of you who are not yet Mothers or have decided not to be, I Wish You Peace and love and I yield.

This is a ritual for Crones to raise their spiritual level and also a poem about Crones.

Ritual: Invoking the Crone Within

Intent and Purpose: To meet the wise and powerful Crone, and to acknowledge and embrace Her deep presence already within.

Items Needed:

  1. 13 black votive candles
  2. One large black Crone candle
  3. Incense: Hecate or any incense associated protection, psychic ability, and wisdom
  4. Cinnamon, clove, lavender, and sage
  5. A shallow bowl or dish of water for scrying
  6. A black cloak or cloth large enough to put around your shoulders (optional)
  7. White powder for hair and face, black eyeliner pencil
  8. Small mirror
  9. Your journal and pen

Preparation: To be performed on the night of the Dark Moon, for this time belongs solely to the Crone. You might like to fast for several hours before you plan to do the ritual, and also to observe a period of silence beforehand. Before you begin the ritual, take a bath. Use whatever procedures you like to focus on cleansing and purification. Also think about opening up your psychic self. You might like to use a specific incense and/or essential oils that feel appropriate for this purpose while you bathe. Remove all traces of make-up and shampoo your hair. Come to the sacred space cleansed and open to the Crone within. Sacred Space: Prepare yourself, take your ritual bath, dress in something black. Arrange the candle votives in a circle, large enough for you sit in the center. Place the Crone candle inside the circle at the North, with the dish of water, the mirror, the powder, the eye pencil, the black cloak or cloth, and your journal. Smudge the area around your circle of candles with your incense. Smudge yourself, then step inside the circle of candles and sit down, putting the incense down and facing North and the Crone candle. You are ready to cast the circle.

Cast the Circle: You cast the circle by slowly lighting the ring of black votives in a clockwise direction, beginning with candle #1, where candle #13 is directly at North. As you light the candles, one by one, say these words:

Crone of Power, Ancient One
I light the fires
The circle begun
Crone of Dark and Mystery too
Within the circle
I’ll find you
Crone of All, oh Holy One!
Enter now
So be it done!

You may wish to call the elements to watch over your circle.

Body of Ritual

Light the large black Crone candle, saying:

I light the fires of Wisdom. I invite you in, my Crone.

Take the black cloth or cloak and wrap it around your shoulders, or simply visualize yourself wrapped by the Crone’s black cloak of protection, wisdom, and inner strength. You are embraced by the cloak of the Crone. Know that you are safe here and protected from all harm.

Pick up the mirror and gaze at your own reflection for a moment. Then, put some of the white powder in your hair, then on your face using fingertips. Now take the black eye pencil and gently trace all the fine lines you see, around eyes, mouth, and wherever you see them. Know that as you do this, you are invoking the Crone, and bring forth the Crone within. This is Her face. Look at your Crone reflection. What do you see here? How does your reflection make you feel?

Put the mirror down, and place the bowl of water in front of the Crone candle. Scrying (foretell the future using a crystal ball or other reflective object or surface) is the Crone’s art! Simply gaze into the water. Let your eyes soften as you gaze into your Crone reflection there in the water. Take your time. What do you see? Make note of any images, thoughts, or feelings that may come to you. Be open to whatever impressions come and don’t try to analyze them now. Just let them come.

When it feels you are finished with the scrying, put the bowl of water aside and look back to the Crone candle. Feel the power that comes from within you. Feel the wisdom that radiates from your Crone self. Feel the protective cloak of the Crone around your shoulders. This is the time to pray, meditate, or talk to the Crone.

Closing the Ritual: Know that She is already within, and you can call upon Her anytime you need Her.

Thank the Crone for Her presence, guidance in this ritual, and whatever is appropriate as a result of your ritual as you extinguish the Crone candle.

Thank the elements for watching over your ritual and bid farewell.

The circle candles are extinguished counterclockwise, one by one, as you chant these words, over and over until all the candles are out:

The circle is open, but never broken
The wisdom of the Crone is within

Ground any excess energy by writing in your journal now and using other grounding techniques of your choice as necessary.

I Am The Crone

By Jennifer

I am the Oldest of the old, Wisest of the wise, the Power behind power.
I am Hecate, Heqt, Cerridwen, Kali, Caillech, Hel, Cybele, Morrigan, Ala, Mara,
I am the Old Hag of many names.
I am the light in the dark and the dark of the moon.
I am the One behind the veil, the Threshold to be crossed.
I am the dealer of Death, giver of Rebirth.
I am the greatest of Teachers, with the deepest of lessons.
I am Transition and Connection, the spider in the web.
I am Dusk, Midnight, and the dark before Dawn.
I am Surrender when you need to let go.
I am the chill wind in Autumn, the whisper of Winter.
I am the Three-Way Place, the center of the Crossroads.
I am the all-seeing Owl, the Frog under the mud, the flesh-eating Vulture, the Raven and the Wolf.
I am the Destroyer, and your Protector as well.
I am the One to lead you through the Dark, through the Fire, into a new day.
I am the Crone, Oldest of the old, Wisest of the Wise, the Power behind power.

 

 

Age of Aquarius

iampresenceAccording to Celah Eliana Bey’s post, “There will be no leaders, gods, or deities in the Age of Aquarius.”

You need to be fully aware of the duality and polarity that you are steeped in, dear ones. Understand that there will be no leaders or gods or deities of the Age of Aquarius, for this age is about oneness, not hierarchical systems and Pyramid schemes. It is about full equality and unconditional love.

The dark is still trying to control this new era with their layer upon layer upon layer of deception, false flag operations, mind control, and programming operations. They have even bought those who were once working for the light with wonderful gifts, such as bestselling books on the New York Times bestseller list and huge web presence, including alternative news networks that shout and scream about conspiracy theories and those dastardly dark ones in charge who plan to disarm you and send you to internment camps. They show you all of their symbols and secrets in order to expose the dark and warn you about how powerful they are.

The truth is, the dark does not care whether their games (New Age or Conspiracy Theory) raise or lower your vibration. They just want your full attention. They want to occupy your mind. For, if they occupy your mind, you will never find your heart and true soul power.

SiStah Myrah said it is now time for us to go within our own Spirit. Going to people outside of ourselves is becoming obsolete in the Age of Aquarius, which will last throughout this new millennium and into the next.

Mamayah El remembers what SiStah Myrah told her in an astrological reading, that it is up to me to focus on what it is I want to manifest for myself in the future. “No more looking outside of yourself. You’ve got to look internally. Spiritual language is symbolic. Only your Spirit can guide you,” according to SiStah Myrah. There is too much clutter in the airwaves and we are challenged with listening to our Spirit and adapt to an opposite reality.

It is up to us to encourage others to “Walk in your knowing!”  SiStar Myrah discussed the signs of Leo that says, “I create” and Aquarius that says, “I know!” Together you have the proclamation, “I know I create.”

Like in the movie “The Matrix” (Parts I and II), most people are still plugged into the system and cannot unplug from the program of Christianity and other programs that promote self-doubt and insecurity. Most of these programs proliferate the emotions of doubt and fear. Intimidation reigns supreme among so-called leaders that the masses cannot wrestled their personal power away from. Therefore, focusing on your internal power is the only way to communicate with the subconscious mind, the hidden power, Mama’s domain – what’s most hidden – the hidden kingdom balanced with the visible kingdom. SiStar Myrah said we must balance the opposites in order to become whole.

Spirit is spiral. What goes around comes around. But Spirit moves inside out not outside in. Our true value is determined by the balancing of the internal feminine elements of water and earth with the external masculine elements of fire and air.

So, the Zodiac signs work in pairs:

  • Aries – Libra
  • Taurus – Scorpio
  • Gemini – Sagittarius
  • Leo – Aquarius
  • Cancer – Capricorn
  • Virgo – Pisces

Therefore, on Sunday, March 20, 2016, our Sun will move into Aries, fully into the Aquarium Age, wherein we will begin to manifest everything we think, say, and do, in Fifth-dimensional speed. We remain in our third-dimensional bodies, but our thoughts and words catapult us into fifth-dimensional reality.

Celah Eliana Bey asked, how long will the age last?

cherubim4facesSiStar Myrah said we entered the Aquarian Age on December 21, 2013. The age will last 2,160 years. Aquarius is the sign of evolution -the cross of crucifixion – an infinite process of transformation, referred to in Ezekiel about the four faces of the cherubim. [Ezekiel 10:14]

So, our statement should be that we are returning to the internal domain, to Black Mama’s Magic, who is the matriarch that we are spiraling back to in a new cycle at a higher level – the point of evolution in the Aquarian Age. The individual aspect of the star is just a twinkle, which is just as important as the full shine of the star. Without that contribution it is not whole and complete.

One heart, one mind, one spirit. One in all and all in one.

As we each awaken and refocus our energy and vibration away from the illusion, we are returning to the original idea of pooling our personal power for the good of all.
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We are approaching the reward we have been awaiting, once the negative energy is balanced with the positive energy. We are at the crossroads, the Jubilee!

Walk in the knowing of your power means to act like you know you know this power that is blossoming within you. If you send it out at 20%, you’ll draw it back at 20%. If you send it out at 80%, you’ll draw it back at 80%.

Mama Magic is beyond our comprehension. You must embrace this energy with faith that Mama Soul will bring us the magic of the ancestors balanced with Father Spirit to generate the power. All four of the elements are harmonizing equally to open the vortex for us to evolve.

 

 

 

Black Woman First God

Celah Eliana Bey referred me, today, to these too videos:

Dr. Delbert Blair expounds on the primal divinity of Black Women

Black Mama is the ancient of ancients. ~ SiStar Myrah

celestialshipofnorth straitonCelestial Ship of the North by E. Valentia Straiton recommended by Bobby Hemmitt who speaks here on Human Artificial II

We are working to organize our discussion of the importance of decreasing the derogatory language surround the image of Black women and girls and to raise the issue of the supremacy and divinity of Black women. ~ Mamayah El Molina Bey

We are the fallen angels that have been suppressed and need to be replaced on our pedestals. ~ Celah Eliana Bey

Women forfeited power so that men could experience power. ~ Mamayah El

Woman’s power comes from the subconscious, the soul realm. ~ SiStar Myrah

The ultimate warfare is between the regenerate Black Mama and the degenerate White Father. ~ SiStar Myrah

Calling on MAMA will help her to speak to us internally, through our feeling, our subconscious. Where we have to embrace FATHER in knowing (spirit), we have to embrace MAMA in faith and feeling (soul) to become wholistic.

Women are the resurrectors and men are the redeemers. See the first episode of The Matrix, when Trinity resurrected Neo and in the second one, he redeems her.

Incantations:

MAMA turn all negative activity around. ~ Mamayah El (5:55)

We, the daughters of Earth, the Crones, that have been inspired in the spirit of compassion for the well-being of our ancient cosmic family are gathered to understand why you’ve connected this trio. Please demonstrate the magic of the power you have made available to us in service to the protection of our universal ancient family. Empower our ability and capability and aid our way as validation with the authority of our common purpose. We are one in the best interests of our family of antiquity in your essence as ancient of ancients. ~ SiStar Myrah.

MAMA please allow this trinity of women to naturally raise upright our fallen sisters to elevate them to their true celestial level in mind and spiritual substance. ~ Celah Eliana Bey

Ase, ase, ase!

I love you!

have I told you I love you - famous letter - momayah el From GaiaMind Poems

By

Joan Cartwright

DEO

Dream – Keep your dream close to your heart and your mind will know the answer. While your soul plays the chords, your imagination can be the dancer! ~ Diva JC

Since 1983, I’ve been building dream boards with destinations I wanted to visit.  I began touring Europe in 1990 and visited most countries on my board except Ireland, Scotland, Egypt and India.

Presently, my dream is to develop multiple streams of income with rapid flow as I complete my PhD in Business Marketing, build my www.fyitravel.biz and continue to recruit members into www.wijsf.org to promote women musicians, globally.  My goal is to find like minded people, who are interested in fulfilling their dreams and willing to do what it takes to do that.

Education – Now, in my fifth year of doctoral studies at Northcentral University, I see the light at the end of the tunnel. My projected completion date is January 2016. The next step is to travel to Fiuggi, Italy, where I will do research at Fondazione Adkins-Chiti: Donne in Musica on the economic status of women musicians.

Opportunity – There are several streams of income I have at my disposal including:

The object is to get ALL of these opportunities flowing rapidly!

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