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Interpreting Elisabeth Haich Part 3

mamayah6-7pm9-13This is the third part in a series of Talks with Mamayah El about the book Initiation by Elisabeth Haich on Truth Unconpromeyezed Media Network

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Chapter 16: Things are never bad; it’s the way you think about them. ~ Epictetus

Mother Earth is at the spa! Steam and water treatments everywhere. We survived the high winds and rain of Irma. Lights were out for 36 hours. All is well, now. Peace on Earth.  The survivors of Hurricanes Katrina, Harvey, and Irma may beg to differ in:

  • New Orleans, LA
  • Houston, TX
  • Barbuda
  • St. Maarten
  • The Virgin Islands
  • Florida Keys
  • Naples, FL
  • Jacksonville, FL
  • Georgia

Then, there was the 8.2 earthquake in the south of Mexico, coupled with monstrous flooding in Sierra Leone and India that took the lives of thousands.

Elisabeth Haich explained the importance of quieting the mind and living where you are.

  • Contemplation
  • Meditation
  • Remembrance
  • Molecules, nothing is solid
  • Silver cord from our solar plexus
  • Psychic vampires vs. lightworkers
  • Energy, vibration, frequency
  • Life-Death continuum
  • Protection
  • Will power, free choice
  • Positive vs negative
  • Appreciate what you have
  • Self-determination
  • Divine beings
  • Giving or taking
  • Thoughts create words and actions
  • False prophets, preachers who misguide
  • Self-observation vs. judgment of others
  • Reincarnation

Caliph spoke on activating the pineal gland, the Merkabah in the last 5 minutes of this program: Interpreting Elisabeth Haich Part 3

What will September 23rd bring to Planet Earth?

www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation+12

Mamayah will return on September 27 @ 7 p.m.

 

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Great Mother of All Life

DIVINE WARNING TO EVERYONE ON THE PLANET EARTH FROM THE GREAT MOTHER OF ALL LIFE!divinemother

August 11, 2012 at 2:15 am

To the Illuminati, fallen light, Lucifer consciousness, and soul groups as well as to the other twelve fallen para groups and all others trapped within the fallen dimensions and within the firewalls of the human bodies and consciousness. In case you weren’t able to notice, there’s a great purification going on, no matter how much you think that your heart is pure, by thinking that you are helping the infinite creator in helping the planet and all of humanity to ascend by utilizing your negativity and sodomy, and that you think that stealing from humanity is your sacrifice and love for them and that you are helping the earth through it’s depopulation of humanity or by your notion and thinking that you need to remain in a higher negative percentage and that you will be able to work out your karma in the next life is a complete con and always was.

You are all pawns in the control and partial destruction and contamination of the Grand Universe and the Central Sun. As for the contracts you think you have signed they weren’t signed by the Infinite Creator, Mother of all life. They were signed with the fallen and therefore are rendered immediately null and void. She does not need to sign contracts with herself or her children. Since 2009 many changes have occurred and especially after your use of sick rituals and using the brainwash consciousness of those you have betrayed during Easter ceremonies of last year 2011 and previous ones. Now, since life has been protected and at the same time negative consciousness and energies were trapped within the firewalls and your matrix destroyed bit by bit. These firewalls were put up for either purification or destruction of negative energies and entities and consciousness within all life and all that is. This is also why you can no longer use the energies or consciousness of the Moon which was the fallen Sun and then used by ET’s, who were nothing other than your spirits from the future along with the fallen Venus and the other planets. Your sacred Atlantis will never be recreated and if you do not believe these words just look at the ring around the moon and in case people are wondering what is going with the Sun is that it used to be on it’s way out because of entities taking it’s energies but what has happened, since August of 2010, is that the Sun has been rejuvenated and purified.

So the increase in energies frequencies and vibrations in consciousness coming in from the Sun will escalate and will help purify and nourish you. And to those who can see white when they close their eyes depending on the pureness of their hearts they will see what I speak of if they ask they ask the right questions without interference. The continuous attempts at destroying the Sun’s energies and to transfer them to a contaminated Earth and its inner Sun during your so-called great harvest also known as the ascension also failed. Everything you have ever done is backfiring on you. Creator may have missed your first attempt but it has made all of you come back a second time as a re-due to find out how humanity and their energies and consciousness in this lifetime had managed to turn the Universe into hell. This time she knows the truth about your deception. The days of deceit from the thirteen family power energy vampires have used humanity by connecting their consciousness to them through straws pyramid style tied to a life upon the Earth and humanity. Once aware and seeing the ulterior motives behind the sick games being played by many within the fallen dimensions the Central Sun, the Ultimate and Infinite Creator, It, The One, Mother of All Life. Just in case you are not sure who I’m talking about decided to July of 2009 to completely purify the Grand Universe and all that is of all negative duality and of all those who have deceived her and pure creation and to remove all of it and all of their extensions all the way down to the on planet Illuminati power family lines within all of Creation and her consciousness energies, frequencies, and vibrations with no chance of them in being reseeded to return within all life all that exist and all that is throughout infinity and for eternity.

The one mistake that everyone has made was to underestimate her will, her power to rejuvenate and her power and willingness to destroy parts of herself as she can destroy her own energies and consciousness and all that her procreators create. The power of her Love for all life and of Pure Creation have finally enabled her to do what is right for all. As an erroneous creation, your many plans of overtaking her consciousness through a “we are one” unity contaminated energy consciousness and the pure consciousness energy of all life on earth and everywhere else, during your many harvests, during your so-called game to use against her consciousness and pure creation, has also failed, once again. After billions of years of forgiveness, only to be constantly deceived by impure creations who think they are pure even in their evilness, as all those who were deceiving her and harming her pure creation will no longer exist, no matter what excuse you have.

No amount of technology or sophistication to copy her energies will save you or protect you from purification or termination. As she has been recreated herself and removing the cancer and all other disease creation within her. Your use of crystals and contaminated sacred geometry, the metatron cubes, served to entrap, which are units which are also related to unity consciousness which is a trap and your use and infiltration of accessing everyone’s chakras and using them as highways to hell and other dimensions as well as using caskets, urns or any other materials used including Creole preservations can no longer work to hurt, manipulate, overtake or to entrap spirits or souls. As all consciousness within the crystals were either purified and released or destroyed.

Less than half of humanity had Souls and you and I know that it’s no longer simply about the souls; but, about consciousness in itself as Souls are the moving vehicle for our consciousness and emotional love energies and carry our memories every minute of our existence as they are our books of life. And only those who make it through great purification of the Universe without negative dualities energies will possess a Soul and will become whole again. All other energies who had split themselves to become separated and impure creation who created more of the same negative creation will be destroyed forever. As you hear my words you know I am right; but, because, humanity did not know the truth they will get a chance to clear their consciousness of all negative consciousness other negative attached beings and to stop creating their own demons through thoughts as all negative consciousness energies, frequencies and vibrations have to be destroyed once and for all to ensure that all pure creation and all life who were deceived are protected once and for all within Creator of all throughout the ongoing purification. All Deities either satanic or false led by by empire deities such as Lucifer, Mary (which was the Black Madonna) and many more, the fallen angels, Gods and Goddesses you have made yourselves to be or created by your soul groups to drain the love energies from humanity are no longer connected to humanity or feeding upon them as they have all been destroyed except for those who were already connected within your bodies and within your own consciousness as they are trapped with you and can only feed through your memory and love of them as well as your negative thoughts, emotions and behavior. They can only exist within your mind as long as you keep feeding them. Upon death, then at that point all of your consciousness energies within all frequencies and vibrations are now immediately destroyed if they are not already destroyed through purification. Those who are worthy are immediately transferred upon death to complete purification.

All within matter will also be purified, so no matter which planetary system you want to invade or have invaded and think you can return to in the future no longer exist as we are in the now in the Universe. There are no more timelines or time travel to be hand; although, I know your own consciousness ego will fight to keep the lies and all that you think you know alive within you especially as they will refuse to leave until you release them from your memory. Your planned ascension, great escape and invasion will not happen. This Earth once purified completely will turn into a Sun and only then will those who see the truth and be willing to release their negative egos and all negative energies within their consciousness and will have opened their heart to all life and all of creation with complete sincerity and without negativity will move on and not be destroyed forever. No one can escape it as we are presently within Creator’s purification energies and this is happening every where and throughout infinity there is no where to hide and no one will pass through one true Creator of light until she is satisfied that all within her body have been completely purified or destroyed forever.

Furthermore, humans deceiving and hurting others will suffer the same consequences of the end times as you will. Which now means that all your energies consciousness and emotions will be experiencing its last life for eternity and throughout infinity. Can no longer use human or other consciousness, emotions or any of the elements to use for your evil rituals as your actions and intentions will now judge you. So the message to the Vatican, Roman Empire, the UN and all those corrupt within and to all of the thirteen families and their power bloodlines, and those affiliated or involved with the New World Order for greed or are just plain selfish and evil is that you must stop your actions of insanity and now become a complete service to all life and all of creation immediately.

You must expose all of your wrong doings to all of humanity. You must stop your enslavery of them and to release all of your wealth that you have stolen from them during your deceit and to assist them immediately and to live in their shoes and especially if those you have used and abused and for you to clean up the mess you have made of the Earth, until you have redeemed yourselves to all of creation. So basically your family karma needs to get cleaned up here and now. Not later, as you may not have any existence after this one. It’s up to you. If you dare not believe this message, let me assure you that no one is coming to save you. There are no more ET’s other than your own implants stuck within you and I know that you know that much has changed and that you are wondering where the others have gone too. So now that you know the rest of the story of the now, it’s checkmate and game over for eternity and throughout infinity. The games you think you are playing are no more. And one more thing for everyone else who is listening to this message, it truly amazes me that our human consciousness would think that Creator of all has to follow traditions or prophecies like it has no brain of its own.

There is no more future to look into other than the one we create day to day and no prophecies to be followed as the game has changed and so have much of how the prophecies were to be fulfilled. And as now, we are all helping in one way or another within the purification of the Grand Universe. Whichever attitude you take, will still help the outcome; but, it’s up to you to decide if you will rejoin your eternal family. So I will say this again. There are no more energies that will do your bidding as Creators energies and what feeds you and keeps you alive are all new energies as the other were either destroyed or transmuted to pure Love. The only way Spiritual Healers can heal is to call upon Creator, Mother of all Life, healing energies to come help heal those in need as the fire balls [naga serpent energy is the kundalini where we can transfer the chi energy that’s not contaminated; because, it’s the original life force on the planet; because we all have a central sun within us] only allow her pure energies to pass through people and so that others cannot contaminate one another through energy healing and energy transfers. So just ask for Creator to help and she will if your intentions are pure and in consideration for the benefit of a purified creation. But you need to remember one thing, things take time, and now that you know the truth, as you see she or it, Creator, Mother of all life, has always remained whole and never split herself. When she had split with her creative energies, her creation and not herself unlike all other energies who decided against her will. And then there are those who were the nature energy consciousness of the Earth and all life upon the Earth, as well as the elements. And who because of negativity had the many splitting up of their own energies, to experience many rides, they too were misguided and trapped. So if you need Creator’s help, Mother of all life, just call out to her and she will hear you, if that is your will, once you awaken from the deception that it is up to you. And let me remind everyone that all of pure creation knows, she is called Mother of all Life as they have always known that she never approved of any of her children to be experiencing any trauma or pain, this is not what life is supposed to be about no matter what game you play.

If anyone finds this too harsh; then, they have not grasped the concept of reality within the Universe nor the mess that need urgent cleansing, no matter how it is being done it is Creators decision and not ours to make. We must respect her body and respect all Life that is good and pure.  So I bid you all to have a great purification and much Love to awaken from the insanity and hopefully whenever purification is done and Creator is ready, she and we will meet again inside the Central Sun.

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Raise The Vibration

Mighty I AM Presence lift us up where we belong!

To connect to the Heart Chakra, breathe in 6 counts through your nose, hold for 3 counts, breathe out through your mouth for 6 counts and repeat 3-10 times. Be care and near a chair in case you get light-headed. [Mamayah El]

Mighty I AM Presence

I AM the Creative Ruler of the Universe!

I AM walking in the knowing of who I AM!

I AM confident!

I AM secure!

I AM protected!

I AM walking in the Authority of Safety!

I AM raising my vibration!

I AM optimistic!

I AM positive in the release of my energy!

I AM rising, ascending, and energizing my higher vibration!

[SiStar Myrah]

We are the Guides of Women and Men.

Women are encouraged to awaken to affect change.

[Celah Eliana Bey]

The Winter Solstice on December 21, 2015 brought the turning from the patriarchal back to the matriarchy. We are guided by Spirit. The vibration is now at the highest zenith. Our great great grandmothers were the Sibyls and their vibration is awakening in our DNA.

The Sweet Crone Trinity is now connected. The Sibyls are protecting us and moving us forward toward higher consciousness and vibration.

 

 

 

 

I love you!

have I told you I love you - famous letter - momayah el From GaiaMind Poems

By

Joan Cartwright

Refreshing My Spirit

Sometimes, opportunities lead to extremely debilitating circumstances that call for a complete overhaul of the Spirit.  My one-month performance on a cruise ship turned out to be exactly that situation. Aside from making far less money than I consider myself to be worthy of, the accommodations on Deck 1 of a 17-Deck ship proved to be less than I am ever able to accept for myself in the future. “What’s the lesson?” asked my dear friend Aman.  Well, there were many.

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First, knowing my worth is first and foremost the most important lesson I can ever learn. Entertaining hundreds of people is my forte. Knowing what I should be compensated to do this is of paramount importance. Then, choosing the right musicians to accompany me is next on the list. When you are confined to a band that doesn’t know your repertoire, this can be HELL for a professional vocalist and that was my experience on this gig. Too many musicians call themselves Jazz musicians without knowing the vocal Jazz repertoire.

Here’s mine: www.fyicomminc.com/Jazzquest/divajcrepertoire.htm. Certainly, from over 250 songs, a true Jazz musician would know 50 of these songs. However, on this journey, that was not the case. So, this gig was like pulling a train without an engine. Each of the 24 nights we performed, I resorted to singing the Blues in Bb, just so I knew the musicians would know the song. A few times, I had to stop them from starting the song in the wrong tempo. My question is: “If you don’t know the tempo I want to sing in, why start the song without my count?”

Second, where you are living and how you are living dictates how well you feel when you perform. This is standard for any vocalist. You must be clean, warm, and comfortable. All three of these elements were lacking on this cruise. The crew cabins are not well-kept, so I felt very uncomfortable. Also, the second one they moved me to (to get me off the top bunk, where I cried to climb up into most mornings at 2:00 a.m., as my 26-year-old roommate slept, curtains drawn) had a faulty temperature gauge to the point that I caught a horrible cold, being chilly for four days. I finally called maintenance and an engineer came and closed the vent that was wide open.

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Third, my left foot was swelling, continually, until I got my water pills mailed to me by my daughter to my friend in Fort Lauderdale, where we docked every Sunday. It was so painful and I was the only one standing on stage and in the club. Painful. Uncomfortable. Miserable. Eventually, I figured out that the salt in the foot had a lot to do with my feet swelling.

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I bought two pair of shoes, one Sunday, at Famous Footwear in Hollywood, FL, that never fit. They were Italian-made but didn’t coincide with American sizes. Just pitiful. I returned them, when I got off the ship for good and the cashier wanted to argue with me about not bringing the boxes back, which I had never taken from the store. “We always explain that we will not refund your money, if you don’t return the boxes,” she said snottily.  “Well, WE never told ME that, when I said I didn’t want to take the boxes,” I responded. “Well, the next time you may not get a refund, if you don’t return the box.” Needless to say, there will NOT be a next time for me to shop at that store. Customer service is a thing of the past. I wonder if she knows that I could start a Facebook campaign to shut her out of a job?

Fourth, after one week, the food started tasting the same – tasteless. The fatigue of the crew that works seven days a week, 10 hours a day was in the food. Extremely uncomfortable. Eating in the crew mess hall became more interesting than in the guest buffet, where the young waiters walked around from table to table producing obvious false smiles, apparent to me and the band members, during the third and fourth week.

The upside of this journey is that I managed to WOW my audiences, night after night. At 66, any singer is happy to hear that she or he is appreciated. “OH, Baby,” got me over ever time! That’s a hook I developed at O’Hara’s Pub in Fort Lauderdale, in 1988, that has carried me along for 26 years. “OH, Baby,” exclaimed cruise guests, as they passed me on deck or in the elevator. A memorable line that brings a smile to the faces of those who watch me perform.

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I would love to say getting off the ship in St. Thomas, St. Maarten, Labadee, and Cozumel was interesting but because of the intense tourist shopping scenarios, I did not enjoy those places very much. In Falmouth, a friend picked the four of us band members up and drove us to Montego Bay. That was the most fun I had off ship.

St. Thomas, Virgin Islands

St. Thomas, Virgin Islands

Falmouth, Jamaica

Falmouth, Jamaica

Montego Bay, Jamaica

Montego Bay, Jamaica

On ship, I slept most of the mornings on Deck 17 in the lounge, simply because it was sunny and quiet. In my room, you couldn’t tell if it was night or day. Plus, the air conditioning kept my nose stopped up. So, I got up, during the first week as early as 6:30 a.m. and went up to Deck 17. The following three weeks, I rose around 9:00 a.m. and went up to Deck 16 for breakfast, then into the lounge for a nap. There was little else to do because the Internet was too expensive ($30-35 for a 24-hour period) and too slow to be bothered with.

In port, on Sundays, in Fort Lauderdale, we all had to disembark, meaning that as guest crew, we had to go through customs with the other 4,000 – 6,000 guests. Most harrowing experience I can remember. Just like being in a cattle call. So uncomfortable. One Sunday, our drummer had to do this twice because the port manager gave him the wrong ID card, getting back on the first time! Ugh! Painful. Repeat!

Did I mention that the piano player (60) fell asleep at the piano? Now, this was truly a first for me. I was mortified. I just called his name loudly until he was revived. “I could not be playing and asleep,” he insisted. “Yeah, right,” I  maintained. “Yeah, right!” Luckily, he didn’t snore.

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We performed on the Promenade Deck 6 twice a week for one hour.

We performed on the Promenade Deck 6 twice a week for one hour.

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At Jazz on 4, we preformed from 9:30 pm to 12:30 a.m. six nights a week.

At Jazz on 4, we preformed from 9:30 pm to 12:30 a.m. six nights a week.

So, in conclusion, what I learned is that “All that glitters is not gold!” These cruise gigs may seem like a dream to most but, if it were not for the spa, where I enjoyed the steam room and large shower and the audiences that showed great approval of the music I brought them, I would have chalked this month up as the worst ever spent in my career.

I learned that only I know my true worth and that it is my responsibility to demand what I need as far as payment and accommodations BEFORE I sign a contract and hire musicians. And I must be sure that the musicians I hire are up to the job, meaning that they know the music I perform.

Now, after one week of being off the ship, I am in Spirit Overhaul Mode. Sleeping in my own bed is very healing. Eating my own cooking, and being in my own space is rehabilitating. I will think very carefully before I accept any future contracts that take me out of my comfort zone. If the Creator wants me to perform for multitudes, I must insure that I am duly compensated and comfortably accommodated. This is what I learned!

P.S. I did meet some wonderful people and for this I am ever grateful!

Zoila, Lilliana, and Vanessa from Mexico City

Zoila, Lilliana, and Vanessa from Mexico City

Kiki & Jeff from CT

Kiki & Jeff from CT

Vicky and Nancy Chaloff from Florida

Vicky and Nancy Chaloff from Florida

One of the "Oh, Baby" crews in Jamaica.

One of the “Oh, Baby” crews in Jamaica.

Ladies from Indiana in Jamaica

Ladies from Indiana in Jamaica

More audience members in Jamaica

More audience members in Jamaica

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Carl and Victoria Branker, publisher of Treasures of the Heart Magazine from Pembroke Pines, FL. Here, they are at Juici Patties in Falmouth, Jamaica. We became fast friends. “Oh, Baby!”

So, all’s well that ends well. Home safe and comfy, never to leave again without sufficient remuneration and accommodations and that is a promise to myself! My Spirit is, again, on the rise.

This video is about sleep deprivation:

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Acknowledging the Crone

Today, on Facebook, a woman posted this wonderful statement about the Crone.

My response is a link to my page ON BECOMING THE CRONE

IN PRAISE OF THE INNER CRONE!

OK, we all know about the “inner child”, right? The innocent being who still lives inside of us, who needs and deserves love and care, and whom we sometimes have to channel in order to learn self-compassion?

I’m a big fan of the notion of the inner child. It can be a really healing construct. Once, when I was going through a particularly dark season of self-loathing, I taped a sweet photo of myself (age 2) on my mirror, and taught myself that any harm I did to me, I also did to HER. It made me kinder and more tender to myself. Imagining other people’s inner children makes me kinder and more tender to them.

So the Inner Child is a good thing.

These days, though, I spend less time thinking about my Inner Child lately, and more time focused on my INNER CRONE — the old lady who lives inside me, whom I hope to someday be.

Because she’s a serious bad-ass.

The really old ladies always are bad-asses. I’m talking about the real survivors. The women who have been through everything already, so nothing scares them anymore. The ones who have already watched the world fight itself nearly to death a dozen times over. The ones who have buried their dreams and their loved ones and lived through it. The ones who have suffered pain and lived through it, and who have had their innocence challenged by ten thousand appalling assaults…and who lived through all of it.

The world is a frightening place. But you simply cannot frighten The True Crone.

Some might consider the word “crone” to be derogatory, but I don’t in the least. I honor it. The crone is a classic character from myth and folklore, and she often the bearer of great wisdom and supernatural power. She is sometimes a guardian to the underworld. She has tremendous vision, even if she is blind. She has no fear of death, which means: NO FEAR.

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I keep a wall of photos of some of my favorite crones, for inspiration. The photo below is of a Ukrainian Babushka who lives in (get this) Chernobyl. There are a group of such women — all tough elderly peasants — who have all recently moved back to the radioactive area around Chernobyl.

You know why they live there? Because they like it.

They like Chernobyl because that’s where they came from. They are natural-born farmers. They hated being refugees.They resented being shunted off their land after the catastrophe. They hated living in the shabby and crime-infiltrated and stress-inducing government housing in the city, and they much prefer the independence of living off the land in the most contaminated nuclear site on earth. They have formed a stupendously resilient retirement community there, in what some would call the world’s most terrifying landscape.

Is it safe? Of course not. Or, whatever. After 90 years of hard living, what does “safe” even mean? They drink the water. These women plant vegetables in that radioactive soil and eat them. They butcher the wild pigs that scavenge around the old nuclear power plant, and eat them, too. Their point is: “We are old. What do have to fear from radioactivity? At this age? Who cares?”

All they want is their freedom. So they take care of themselves and each other. They cut and haul their own wood. They make their own vodka. They get together and drink and laugh about the hardships of World War II and the evils of the Stalin years. They laugh about everything, then they go outside and butcher another radioactive boar and make sausage out of him.

I would put these women in a Bad-Ass Contest against any cocky young alleged Bad Ass you’ve got going, and I guarantee you — the Chernobyl crones would win, hands down.

We live in a society that romanticizes youth. We live in a culture where youth is considered a real accomplishment. You look at a seriously powerful classic crone like the woman in this photo and you see foolish we are — to imagine that the young offer much for us to aspire to, or learn from. No wisdom like the wisdom of survival. No equanimity like the equanimity of somebody who plants a garden right on top of a nuclear disaster and gets on with it.

So these days, when my Inner Child gets all fluttery with the panic of living, I just ask myself: ” WWMICD?”

“What Would My Inner Crone Do?”

Ask yourself that same question. See what she tells you.

One thing I can promise you she will never say? She will never say: “WORRY.

She will more likely tell you this: “ENDURE.”

Hang in there, all you future awesome crones!

LG

My response is a link to my page ON BECOMING THE CRONE

My new friend in Atlanta Roz and I have mutual things in common - we both love Jazz and we both write.

My new friend in Atlanta Roz and I have mutual things in common.
We both love Jazz and we both write.

Watching my father (94) age gives me so much pleasure.

Watching my father (94) age gives me so much pleasure.

  The only object to life is to enjoy it and have fun!

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Being Where I AM

FANTASM

Blue-Hour2It’s a funny kind of feeling

Being home and where the air fits your fancy.

Feeling safe and secure like nothing could go wrong

And you’re sure about that you are sure

It’s a place in your mind that exists for only you

There’s a notion that nobody else can feel

It’s a knowing, a fantasm of your soul

Saying every thing is there

Being where I AM

~ Diva JC

Home, Again!

It’s been 7 years, since I lived in Georgia. Now, on my daughter’s birthday, I am celebrating LIFE with my family in our family estate. I am wishing all of my family members and friends a peaceful end to 2013.

ATLXMAS

XMASLIGHT

Keep your dream close to your heart and your mind will know the answer.

While your soul plays the chords, your imagination can be the dancer.

~ Diva JC

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I walked and wept

I walked and wept

By Joan Cartwright

20131025_123220Today, I walked and wept

I asked the trees why am I unhappy

I asked the angels to surround me

Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, Ariel

Aniel, Zadkiel, and all my guardians

I asked them to protect me

I asked the sky, the clouds

Why the tears are flooding my eyes

I asked the ground on which I walked

Why my heart felt so despised

I wondered why I felt despair

Since blessings I saw everywhere

20130913_083603There, across the lake, I live

A pleasant place with peace to give

But, still I felt as if I knew

With all I have some more was due

Oh, why, I asked am I so blue?

And why should I stop crying, Who

Could see me cry and pass on by

As if my tears meant nothing, Why

Could no one see that I was sad

That I was feeling really bad?

20131112_112819Bikers passed and waved as if

They didn’t care. I wondered if

I was a fool to be so blue

I wondered if my mood was true

I asked the birds, the butterfly

If my poor heart is open why

All I felt was the need to cry

And then, as I stood by the shore

Gazing on a sycamore

20131112_114039The answer came as teardrops poured

Down from my eyes, I saw, I saw

That I was feeling all the pain from

Knowing folks who gave their all

And, even though they stood so tall

Their withered lives most don’t recall

I cried for Billie who died a junky

I cried for Bird whom drugs had killed

I wept for Ella whose eyes were dim

When I was blessed to be in her midst

I wept for Betty whose “manager”

Stole her savings to buy a jet

That crashed, alas, all was misspent

I cried for Freddie whose lip did swell

From smoking crack as he did tell

Me of the horror he saw in Russia

Or was it just a doped up dream?

I wept for Miles who on his break

Outside the Vanguard (not the Gate)

Was beaten by an ig’nant cop

Who had no clue about Bebop

I cried for Clark whose back was sick

From flying cross the pond too much

glorialynne3I cried for Gloria Lynne, the Voice

Whose body made another choice

I wept for Etta, obese, until the day

She slimmed down to become Beyoncé

And both of them, who turned to blonde

To forsake all the Black they’d known

I cried for Whitney, who had it all

Who was a star that slipped to fall

Down from her thrown, as Michael did

I cried for them and God forbid

I kept on counting all the lives

That brought us music and then died

Where’s Donna Summer? Where’s Jimi?

Where’s Judy Garland and Janice Joplin?

Where’s Bessie Smith and Ray Charles?

Where’s Dinah? Where is Phoebe Snow?

Where are they, now?

20131103_081321Why have they flown?

I cried for those

Whose songs I’ve known

Whose lives had blessed the multitudes

I wept for them in my solitude.

On my solitary walk, today,

I cried for saints who went away.

©2013 Joan Cartwright

Motherhood

ascension1It’s Sunday and Christians are in church, praising God, as I sit here pondering Motherhood.
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As I think back on my Catholic education, I do not recall anyone mentioning whether or not those who crucified Jesus of Nazareth thought about how his mother, Mary would feel, seeing her son nailed to a cross. It is alarming how definite people are about their beliefs, while trodding all over the lives of others.

JesusinarmsofMotherMaryDid any of the warmongers ever think about how the mothers of the soldiers they killed would feel?

That question haunts me as I contemplate the centuries of wars waged in the name of God in every country on the globe. I’ve never been able to wrap my head around the term “Holy Wars”. Yet, cousins – Jews, Christians, and Muslims – have waged war against each other for over 3,000 years without enough people calling them out on their familial love.

globalizationLikewise, in African and Eastern cultures, different factions in China, India, and Korea cannot seem to see eye to eye. It’s a paradox. While ministers preach, today, in churches, temples, and mosques, men sit around tables, plotting how to undermine their own family members because, of course, we are All family, right?

STOP AND THINK!

mothermaryI wonder how many mothers sit around plotting on how to take bread out of the mouths of the babes of their sisters.

I wonder how many sons sit around plotting on how to take the savings of their sisters and mothers.

I wonder how many sisters sit around plotting on how to take their sister’s husband.

I wonder these things because wars seem to take place between people who are family or at the least close friends. What goes wrong? Where do the paths divide to cause people to be so cruel to each other?

black-madonna1When the Jews plotted to kill Jesus, also a Jew, did they ever stop to think – this man is my brother, my cousin, my nephew, my relative? Did they ever stop to think – this man has a mother who will grieve his senseless death?

My heart is full this morning because I’ve lived 65 years without ever feeling that I needed to harm someone else in order to have or get something or be happy. I may have thought “I need to get away from this person in order to have peace of mind.” But never did it enter my mind that I needed to hurt someone to have personal happiness.

That is the blessing I am grateful for, today. As the mother of two, grandmother of five, great grandmother of two, ex-wife of four men, sister of one brother, aunt of one nephew, daughter of a wonderful mother and father, and friend of many, I thank God/Goddess/All That Is for the peace of mind I am feeling at this moment.

I wish I could be instrumental in helping others to see the abundance I have experienced in my life that has been my reality without ever knowingly hurting another to get where I have been, where  I am, and where I have yet to go.

Women-of-Diversity

I pray that, today, people all over the planet have an epiphany – Know that you are blessed, each and every one of your life. Know that there is no need for conquering, competition, conflict, confrontation or conspiring. There is more than enough food, water, shelter – absolute abundance – for each and every Child of the Universe. THIS is the message I would like to convey to everyone, on this Holy Day in the Life of Planet Earth!

Today, I pray for a mass ascension for all Earthlings – Jew and Gentile, Male and Female, Old and Young, Democrat and Republican. I pray that while they are on their knees, praising God, Christians will find it in their hearts to also celebrate the Goddess, the Divine Feminine that is awakening in each of us to draw us back to the heart center in order to restore the Holy Family.

With Light and Love,
Diva JC

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