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Interpreting Elisabeth Haich Part 3

mamayah6-7pm9-13This is the third part in a series of Talks with Mamayah El about the book Initiation by Elisabeth Haich on Truth Unconpromeyezed Media Network

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Chapter 16: Things are never bad; it’s the way you think about them. ~ Epictetus

Mother Earth is at the spa! Steam and water treatments everywhere. We survived the high winds and rain of Irma. Lights were out for 36 hours. All is well, now. Peace on Earth.  The survivors of Hurricanes Katrina, Harvey, and Irma may beg to differ in:

  • New Orleans, LA
  • Houston, TX
  • Barbuda
  • St. Maarten
  • The Virgin Islands
  • Florida Keys
  • Naples, FL
  • Jacksonville, FL
  • Georgia

Then, there was the 8.2 earthquake in the south of Mexico, coupled with monstrous flooding in Sierra Leone and India that took the lives of thousands.

Elisabeth Haich explained the importance of quieting the mind and living where you are.

  • Contemplation
  • Meditation
  • Remembrance
  • Molecules, nothing is solid
  • Silver cord from our solar plexus
  • Psychic vampires vs. lightworkers
  • Energy, vibration, frequency
  • Life-Death continuum
  • Protection
  • Will power, free choice
  • Positive vs negative
  • Appreciate what you have
  • Self-determination
  • Divine beings
  • Giving or taking
  • Thoughts create words and actions
  • False prophets, preachers who misguide
  • Self-observation vs. judgment of others
  • Reincarnation

Caliph spoke on activating the pineal gland, the Merkabah in the last 5 minutes of this program: Interpreting Elisabeth Haich Part 3

What will September 23rd bring to Planet Earth?

www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation+12

Mamayah will return on September 27 @ 7 p.m.

 

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Ancient Crone Mother Goddess

maidenmothercroneIn the first chapter of The Celestial Ship of The North (Straiton, 1992) it states that in the Vision of Hermas the Holy Spirit was called ‘The Old Woman’ who was the first of all creation.

Tonight We Celebrate THE ANCIENT CRONE MOTHER GODDESS

We are honoring the aging woman’s value to society.

thecroneWho is Crone?

We use the term crone to reference, and to reclaim, the name of the wise woman of ancient times. The concept of crone existed tens of thousands of years ago when women’s life patterns were conceptualized in three stages — Maiden, Mother, and Crone. The Maiden was the youthful, independent woman. The Mother was a woman who guided others–as a biological mother or as a teacher. The Crone was the postmenopausal woman who enjoyed a special, revered status. The elder woman was viewed as a fount of wisdom, law, healing skills, and moral leadership; her presence and leadership were treasured at every significant tribal ceremony and each personal occasion from birth to death. In that light, we three Sister Crones consistently focus on the empowerment and well-being of older women and claim the honored status of the ancient crone for contemporary women.

We use the Crone to assist us in transition from one life to the next, leaving one level of our existence and entering the next. This brings us into the Womb of the Mother to assist us in being reborn once again. For it is through Her Wisdom and guidance we learn lessons from experience past and begin life anew from the wisdom gained.

The Crone is a symbol of inherent wisdom that comes from experience. She has lived through love, sorrow, hope, and fear, coming out of it all a wise and confident spirit. Through these experiences she has learned the secrets of life and death and of the mysteries beyond this world.

The Crone is the Grandmother, the Old One, the Earth Mother, the Wise One we turn to when we need advice. She teaches us that sometimes we must let go in order to move on.

The word Crone, in its most simplistic sense, designates an old woman, a woman past her childbearing years, a post-menopausal woman. Today, the most common definition of a Crone is a “wise old woman.” Thus, a Crone is a woman who has moved past mid-life and who acknowledges her survivorship, embraces her age, learns from the examined experience of her life, and, most likely, appreciates the wrinkles on her face.

A Crone is a woman concerned with housing, social security, pensions, healthcare, her relationships with children, grandchildren, and siblings. A Crone is a retired woman, a soon-to-be retired woman, a widow, an empty nester who desires good health, energetic living, and independence. A Crone is a woman who is adapting constructively, often gracefully, to the process of aging. A Crone is a woman who is comfortable with her spiritual self, her intuition, and her creative power.

A Crone may be a woman of any color, race, religion, sexual orientation, economic status, educational level, lifestyle, or political persuasion. She may be disabled or abled, introvert or extrovert, single, married, widowed, or partnered. She is like you and me. What does set the Crone apart, however, is her willingness to tell the truth about her life.

Crone women fly directly into the face of ageism and sexism. They refuse to be put down. They do not walk meekly on the road to old age. They are keen to assert their presence if not their influence.

Crone provides an energetic consciousness, a radical aliveness, which fuels the fierceness of women’s strength in old age. Crone is a framework for honoring the wisdom of elder women. Crone is a template for communication, community, and communion. Crone is a basis for cooperation and compassion for all living beings. Such a consciousness allows for action in the world or for deep, quiet peacefulness with all that is.

Thus, a Crone is an older woman who has learned to walk in her own truth, in her own way, having gained her strength by acknowledging the power and wisdom of the totality of her experience. She is “a wise old woman.” As a woman moves past youth and midlife into old age she consciously takes on the mantel of Crone – a woman who celebrates her survivorship, willingly choosing to continue forward in life with all the gusto she can muster. A Crone is a woman burnished bright by an inner fire that sharpens both her wit and her intensity, her passion and her power.

The mythological Ancient Crone Mother comes to us from the mists of ancient times. The goddess was revered as one all-encompassing mother goddess who controlled birth, death, and rebirth. As patriarchy began to arise after c.7000 BCE, this concept began to change as women themselves became increasingly under the dominion of men. The one mother goddess image was split into three aspects reflecting the stages of women’s lives – maiden, mother, and crone. The crone goddess represented the older woman aspect of a woman’s life.

The connection between women today and the ancient goddesses, according to Jung’s psychology is that “women are influenced by powerful inner forces, or archetypes, which can be personified by … goddesses.” These attributes live on today in the collective unconscious as an archetype. An archetype is a pattern of instinctual behavior that is contained in the collective unconscious – a part of the unconscious mind – that is not individual but universal, with contents and modes of behavior that are more or less the same in all cultures and in all individuals. The crone goddess represents the archetype of the older woman.

When patriarchy became the dominant mode, when the divine was imaged solely as male, and as women became second-class citizens, the ideas about goddesses and the archetypes they represented went underground. Archetypes can be submerged, but they never disappear; and as women today are reclaiming their power, these archetypes are re-emerging. There is a burgeoning interest in this ancient part of women’s herstory, and the crone archetype is resurfacing as a model for elder women. Women are coming into their own as individuals, stronger and more comfortable with who they are and in speaking for themselves. Women are joining collectively as well in what some are calling a new Crone Movement.

Crone, hag, and witch once were positive words for old women. Crone comes from crown, indicating wisdom emanating from the head; hag comes from hagio meaning holy; and witch comes from wit meaning wise. Crones, hags, and witches were leaders, midwives and healers in their communities. The meanings of these three words, however, were distorted and eventually reversed during the 300 years of the Inquisition when the male-dominated church wanted to eliminate women holding positions of power. Women identified as witches, who were often older women, i.e. crones and hags, were tortured and burned, and the words witch, crone, and hag took on the negative connotations that continue in our language. The Crone Movement, however, is re-claiming the positive meanings of these words.

The Crone began re-emerging into our consciousness in the early 1980s, and today many older women are embracing this connection. We are tapping into the ancient crone’s attributes of wisdom, compassion, transformation, healing laughter, and bawdiness. The ancient crone archetype strengthens our belief and confidence in age-accumulated knowledge, insights and intuitions enabling women to stand up for their rights.

We will not be invisible, ignored, or treated unfairly. We are coming together in circles and gatherings to support each other.

The Crone Goddess or dark mother is the last aspect of the Triple Goddess, together with the Mother and the Maiden she represents part of the circle of life. In today’s society where we worship youth and beauty, this aspect of the Goddess is the most frightening and misunderstood of the three, as she represents our destruction, decay and death. Traditional societies however, view death as part of a cycle. Here, as in nature, the death of Winter is Spring.

In her book, The Crone: Woman of Age, Wisdom, and Power, Barbara G. Walker discusses just how disturbing the image of the old woman, and thus, the Crone, has been to patriarchal religious worldviews. She points out that in many ways, the Crone was the female equivalent to the image of God, as a wise-looking old man with his white beard up in heaven. While Christianity could include a version of the Virgin, and even a Mother (both found in Mary), there was no place to include a Crone that was not threatening. So, over time, Her image became perverted. But it could not be destroyed. She became the Wicked Old Witch, an archetype that is so deeply engrained in the imaginations of us all, beginning in childhood that is it difficult to undo. But this is not the only negative propaganda aimed at the Crone.

Old women in our society are the least-valued members of the population. We see the aging process as something to be avoided at all costs, or at least hidden. And in particular, our prejudice against age is focused on women. Ultimately, Walker believes that this is a continuation of the suppression of the Crone, and reflects deep fear of the wisdom and power of women as well as a fear of something that cannot be controlled nor avoided – death.

The Crone Has Many Names. Here are a few of the well-known Crone Goddesses:

  • hekate2HEKATE a very ancient pre-Greek goddess of the dark moon, She may have been a form of the earlier Egyptian Heket, and assimilated into the Greek pantheon as Hecate. She is the goddess of the Crossroads, and presides over the underworld, magick and ritual, prophecy, and childbirth (as protector). Originally seen as a threefold goddess, she was later demonized by early patriarchal religion as the Queen of the Witches, and an ugly old hag.
  • CERRIDWEN is a Welsh crone, best known for her cauldron of regeneration, transformation, and inspiration. She rules over death, but over rebirth as well. Cerridwen was also a Triple Goddess; in her crone aspect, she is seen as a “white, corpse-eating Sow representing the moon.” (Barbara G. Walker, The Women’s Encylopedia of Myths and Secrets).
  • Demetra -“The dark goddess of many names was the prophetess and holder of mysteries. She bestowed dreams, visions, and magickal knowledge whereby one could fathom the mysteries of the unknown, and this understanding of secret and hidden things brought power in itself.”
  • KALI: the Indian goddess of death, destruction, and Kalitransformation. Kali is rather fearsome and terrifying, but She also has Her nurturing aspect as well. We might think of her as destroying what needs to be destroyed so that something new can take its place. Kali is often shown wearing red, and is strongly associated with blood, representing both life and death. (A more detailed discussion of Kali can be found in Barbara G. Walker’s The Women’s Encylopedia of Myths and Secrets).
  • The MORRIGAN: Ancient Irish trinity of war and death goddesses, strongly associated with magic and the battlefield. Most commonly associated with the image of the crow or raven. The Crone aspect of the Morrigan is Macha, sometimes called “Mother Death.” (Patricia Monaghan, The New Book of Goddessess and Heroines, and Barbara G. Walker, The Women’s Encylopedia of Myths and Secrets).
  • CAILLECH: The Winter Hag of Scotland and Ireland. In her mythology, she is often portrayed as deceptively strong and outliving many husbands. She is sometimes associated with disease. (Walker, The Women’s Encylopedia of Myths and Secrets).
  • Grandmother Spiderwoman (Native American) – An old wise woman who gave man the sun and fire.
  • Ereshkigal (Sumerian) – Goddess of the Underworld
  • Estsanatlehi (Native American) – Goddess of life, death and immortality.
  • Lilith (Hebrew) – Adams first wife and guardian of women’s mysteries.
  • Nephthys (Egyptian) – A funerary Goddess associated with death, magic and reincarnation.
  • Sedna (Inuit) – Mistress of life and death.
  • XochiQuetzal (Mexican) – Goddess of the cycles of life celebrated on the Day Of the Dead.

The Orishas of Ifa

Eleggua                 Erzuli                            Oshun                    Yemaya

Seeking the Crone

The most natural time for a woman to seek the Crone is at menopause, as she approaches her own cronehood. However, the Crone has great relevance and significance to women and men, of all ages.

For instance:

  • When there is a need to end something
  • When some project or cycle has come to completion
  • When there is the need or desire to do “shadow work,” exploring the unconscious realm, some trauma, negativity, depression
  • To improve psychic skills and abilities – mediumship, contacting guides, meditation journeys, prophecy and divination, and especially scrying, which is a Crone art
  • When there is a feeling of being threatened, outcast, or maligned
  • When there is a need to put the past behind you and start anew
  • When there is a need to retreat, rest, and hibernate
  • When dealing with the aging process, in yourself and in others
  • When facing death, your own or that of a loved one
  • When there is a desire to explore the deep mysteries
  • In order to connect with the ancestors
  • During the menstrual period, when faced with the “inner hag”
  • When there is a need for deep wisdom and advice
  • She can help you remember the cycles of life, if you are experiencing a loss.

Invoke these Goddesses to help you face your deepest fears. Despite their fierce ways and appearance, they offer great wisdom to those prepared to look upon their faces.

The Crones encourage us to be wild and free, they show us the strength and courage within us all.

I Proclaim these words to the Ancient Mother:

 

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Celah Eliana Bey

They have largely forgotten you and follow gods … but in the stillness of the moonlit night you are there … the one who is She.

Ancient Mother, I hear you calling. Ancient Mother, I hear your song.

It dawned on me that part of the spiritual task of accepting ourselves as we are is to accept ourselves at the age we are. Wishing we were younger – or older – is not only ridiculous, since there’s nothing we can do to change our age, it’s also a total waste of time. The past is gone, the future hasn’t happened and the only true reality is the present moment. Living fully in each moment is, as all the sages from every wisdom tradition agree is the only key to happiness and contentment.

Now, as the baby boomers start turning sixty, I notice a lot of ‘Eek! Freak! Squeak!’ going on. A lot of denial, too. Plug the phrase ‘anti-aging’ into Google and you get an unbelievable 2,670,000 entries. Cosmetic surgery, Botox, thousands of dollars are being spent every day by women trying to look Younger than they are, while half the world’s children starve. What’s wrong with this picture? But I must try not to judge my sisters harshly. I mustn’t forget how I felt, that day I saw myself in the mirror and realized that my hair was two colors, black with a lot of gray.

Since we live in a culture that is fixated on youth, all of us, to some degree, have absorbed the (erroneous) message that young is beautiful and old is ugly, even though, deep down, we know that the only true beauty comes from within. I believe instead of pandering to it we owe it to ourselves and to our daughters and granddaughters to change this stupid, outdated conditioning. We owe it to ourselves to strip away the shallow standards of ‘beauty’ that the fashion industry, the cosmetics industry and most of all the advertising industry all feed on. We’re being exploited, and it is time we stood up and said a huge “NO!”

Nobody warned me that menopause is a passage into another form of life. Maybe it is as well they didn’t. After all, how do you go on feeling smart, sexy, capable, confident and all around good about yourself if you know you are gradually turning into an elderly woman, a hag, a witch, a crone. It bothered me and I panicked. My pre-menstrual syndrome was no longer pre- anything. It was most of the month, with a few good days scattered here and there like islands in a large ocean. My normally sharp thought processes were going blunt so alarmingly fast that I thought I was getting Alzheimer’s. In place of a brain, I now seemed to have what felt like a wodge of thick cotton. Worst of all, my libido was going through the floor. No-one had warned me about any of that. My mother had sailed through menopause – or so she said – with no symptoms at all except that her periods stopped one day when she was fifty-five and never came back. That was it. End of story. Not even one hot flash. All my friends were the same age as me or younger. There was no-one to reassure me.

It was the mid-1980s, and the “medical model” ruled. HRT was rapidly becoming the flavor of the month. But I was an alternative health nut sort of a person and I instinctively recoiled from the idea of messing with my hormones. I decided to tough it out. The more I thought about it, though, the more I started wondering if I could do more than simply tough it out.

On the outside, I was trying to keep my “normal” life together, while this other stuff was happening on the inside. Hot flashes happened, wherever I was. So on the outside, I just made jokes about it like everyone else, took my jacket on and off, fanned my face and drank lots of cold water. On the inside, I was saying to myself: “Steady, girl. You’re doing fine.

That way, each hot flash, rather than being a pesky nuisance, was a transformational process, bringing me one step closer to my new self. Would that new self ever emerge?

My periods stopped. After I had not had one for a while, I started to regret that I hadn’t marked their ending with some sort of ritual. But how can you mark the last of something if you don’t know it is the last? When I realized that I would never see my own menstrual blood again, that thought made me inexplicably sad. Yes, I, too, had often referred to it as “the curse.” But it was part of my womanliness, for all that. Now it was over. So I had to grieve.

During that long time in the menopause, I discovered that there were many things which needed to be consciously mourned and let go: my ability to bear children, my youthful looks, my sexual juiciness and so on. There was a lot of work to do. And as I let go of these old definitions of myself, I had no idea what would take their place. It was as though I had to clear the space, first. So sometimes, it was scary.

I was fifty-five years old. A whole new energy seemed to be stirring within me. I went back to school to get a degree in Architecture and Interior Design. I was entering a completely new phase of my life.

The most radical thing we can do – and the most beneficial – is to dare to be ourselves, as we are, old, gray and proud of it. I earned every one of these gray hairs I see in the mirror and the tiny wrinkles forming near my eyes.  I love it. It actually suits me better than black ever did and the whiter it gets, the better I look in my favorite black dress. And I like wearing glasses when I read or use my computer. They really suit me – and they disguise the fact that I really have no eyebrows worth speaking of. They make me look intellectual.

At 72, I’m not as fit and trim as I used to be, but I’m happy and full of vitality. I love being old. I’m having the time of my life. So are lots of the other, ‘natural’ elder women I know, in their sixties, seventies, eighties, nineties, even beyond. We are being ourselves. And we are beautiful, each in our own way, just the way we are, wrinkles, white hair, glasses and all.

I love being a Crone. ‘Please Call Me an Old Hag.” As Crone means crowned one. And hag comes from the Greek hagia, or sacred. Knowing this, who wouldn’t want to claim being a Crone?

When I fill out forms, I don’t mark Single (though I am widowed), Married (though I have been twice), Divorced (though I have been once, ), nor Head of Household (though I am, me and myself ). I make and mark another box and I put FREE Crone.

Even with fixed income, ill health sometimes, my life is an adventure, for the flower still awaits, not necessarily to be picked, but to be savored for its fragrance.

So what if our youth-worshipping society has written us off? We’re told we are decrepit and powerless, but actually we’re just invisible. And because we’re invisible, we can do ANYTHING and no one will notice.

Not only can we wear purple, we can wear neon green, hot pink, orange stripes with polka dots, or nothing at all. We don’t have to dye our hair or set it in short tight curls; we can wear it long, loose and uncut, locs, braids – or in a brush cut, bowl cut, or shaved off completely.

We can be outrageous, flaunt ourselves and demand attention. We can be Maudes and take young lovers. We can go places alone, do what we’ve always wanted to do, be what we’ve always wanted to be—now.

But often we don’t. For it’s hard to believe the opposite of what we’ve been spoon-fed for years: that older women are pitiful, useless no-good hags. It helps to be surrounded by others who have chucked off such narrow notions. Crone Circles are the answer.

We need Crone Circles to strengthen ourselves, and to reclaim our rightful roles in society. Crones were once midwives of both birth and death, and leaders of puberty, marriage and other ceremonies honoring fecundity and life.

We are the anchors, watchers, guardians, healers, storytellers. We are also Baubo, of the bawdy wise sexuality. We are roots, trees, mountains; we are the web of the world.

So what if our youth-worshipping society has written us off? We’re told we are decrepit and powerless, but actually we’re just invisible. And because we’re invisible, we can do ANYTHING and no one will notice.

In Crone Circles we can validate ourselves–our existence, our lives, our feelings, our truths. We can share our wisdom and experience. But how can we find each other? We’re not likely to find companions in bars, churches, bridge clubs, senior centers, or inside the covers of Modern Maturity.

I found my particular Crone Circle with Crone Sisters Joan and MyRah.

We began with several different purposes. Some women are scared by menopause, some seek role models. Some professional counselors and caregivers seek support and renewal. Others simply just seek fun with other confessed crones. But all of us should seek the wise women who can teach us from their experiences. We’ve been meeting weekly via conference calls. We share leadership, each bringing insights from our talents and gifts. After a lifetime of being ordered around by parents, husbands, children, and bosses, it’s so relaxing to have no set leader. We are at a time in our lives when we are all leaders. Usually whoever hosts the gathering convenes the circle, and may set a topic. Joan has been initiating the calls.

The talking circle is the essence of crone support. Its structure is both simple and empowering. Whoever holds the talking stick (mentally) has the floor. When finished, she passes to the next until all have had a turn. No one interrupts. Everyone listens with respect. Thus the sharing goes deep.

It is a concept which is all about that ‘rapture of being alive’ in an aging woman’s body.

The Crone, the Great Grandmother of us all. We salute her wisdom and experience, her calm and her grace, her steadfastness and her love.  She has much to give and teach us.

Our intent, the Crone Trinity, is to gather with young and older women to share their histories and counsel with each other. Our notion is that we learn most, and probably best, as older women by sharing the wisdom borne out of our life experiences in an environment which promotes equality, encourages diversity, and supports personal empowerment.  Our thought is that our personal and collective wisdom helps us grow and learn through discussing our similarities as well as our differences.

So Ancient Mother, I hear you calling. Ancient Mother, I hear your sound. Ancient Mother, I hear your laughter, Ancient Mother, I taste your tears. I close by wishing all of the Mothers on the call “A Happy Mother’s Day” and for those of you who are not yet Mothers or have decided not to be, I Wish You Peace and love and I yield.

This is a ritual for Crones to raise their spiritual level and also a poem about Crones.

Ritual: Invoking the Crone Within

Intent and Purpose: To meet the wise and powerful Crone, and to acknowledge and embrace Her deep presence already within.

Items Needed:

  1. 13 black votive candles
  2. One large black Crone candle
  3. Incense: Hecate or any incense associated protection, psychic ability, and wisdom
  4. Cinnamon, clove, lavender, and sage
  5. A shallow bowl or dish of water for scrying
  6. A black cloak or cloth large enough to put around your shoulders (optional)
  7. White powder for hair and face, black eyeliner pencil
  8. Small mirror
  9. Your journal and pen

Preparation: To be performed on the night of the Dark Moon, for this time belongs solely to the Crone. You might like to fast for several hours before you plan to do the ritual, and also to observe a period of silence beforehand. Before you begin the ritual, take a bath. Use whatever procedures you like to focus on cleansing and purification. Also think about opening up your psychic self. You might like to use a specific incense and/or essential oils that feel appropriate for this purpose while you bathe. Remove all traces of make-up and shampoo your hair. Come to the sacred space cleansed and open to the Crone within. Sacred Space: Prepare yourself, take your ritual bath, dress in something black. Arrange the candle votives in a circle, large enough for you sit in the center. Place the Crone candle inside the circle at the North, with the dish of water, the mirror, the powder, the eye pencil, the black cloak or cloth, and your journal. Smudge the area around your circle of candles with your incense. Smudge yourself, then step inside the circle of candles and sit down, putting the incense down and facing North and the Crone candle. You are ready to cast the circle.

Cast the Circle: You cast the circle by slowly lighting the ring of black votives in a clockwise direction, beginning with candle #1, where candle #13 is directly at North. As you light the candles, one by one, say these words:

Crone of Power, Ancient One
I light the fires
The circle begun
Crone of Dark and Mystery too
Within the circle
I’ll find you
Crone of All, oh Holy One!
Enter now
So be it done!

You may wish to call the elements to watch over your circle.

Body of Ritual

Light the large black Crone candle, saying:

I light the fires of Wisdom. I invite you in, my Crone.

Take the black cloth or cloak and wrap it around your shoulders, or simply visualize yourself wrapped by the Crone’s black cloak of protection, wisdom, and inner strength. You are embraced by the cloak of the Crone. Know that you are safe here and protected from all harm.

Pick up the mirror and gaze at your own reflection for a moment. Then, put some of the white powder in your hair, then on your face using fingertips. Now take the black eye pencil and gently trace all the fine lines you see, around eyes, mouth, and wherever you see them. Know that as you do this, you are invoking the Crone, and bring forth the Crone within. This is Her face. Look at your Crone reflection. What do you see here? How does your reflection make you feel?

Put the mirror down, and place the bowl of water in front of the Crone candle. Scrying (foretell the future using a crystal ball or other reflective object or surface) is the Crone’s art! Simply gaze into the water. Let your eyes soften as you gaze into your Crone reflection there in the water. Take your time. What do you see? Make note of any images, thoughts, or feelings that may come to you. Be open to whatever impressions come and don’t try to analyze them now. Just let them come.

When it feels you are finished with the scrying, put the bowl of water aside and look back to the Crone candle. Feel the power that comes from within you. Feel the wisdom that radiates from your Crone self. Feel the protective cloak of the Crone around your shoulders. This is the time to pray, meditate, or talk to the Crone.

Closing the Ritual: Know that She is already within, and you can call upon Her anytime you need Her.

Thank the Crone for Her presence, guidance in this ritual, and whatever is appropriate as a result of your ritual as you extinguish the Crone candle.

Thank the elements for watching over your ritual and bid farewell.

The circle candles are extinguished counterclockwise, one by one, as you chant these words, over and over until all the candles are out:

The circle is open, but never broken
The wisdom of the Crone is within

Ground any excess energy by writing in your journal now and using other grounding techniques of your choice as necessary.

I Am The Crone

By Jennifer

I am the Oldest of the old, Wisest of the wise, the Power behind power.
I am Hecate, Heqt, Cerridwen, Kali, Caillech, Hel, Cybele, Morrigan, Ala, Mara,
I am the Old Hag of many names.
I am the light in the dark and the dark of the moon.
I am the One behind the veil, the Threshold to be crossed.
I am the dealer of Death, giver of Rebirth.
I am the greatest of Teachers, with the deepest of lessons.
I am Transition and Connection, the spider in the web.
I am Dusk, Midnight, and the dark before Dawn.
I am Surrender when you need to let go.
I am the chill wind in Autumn, the whisper of Winter.
I am the Three-Way Place, the center of the Crossroads.
I am the all-seeing Owl, the Frog under the mud, the flesh-eating Vulture, the Raven and the Wolf.
I am the Destroyer, and your Protector as well.
I am the One to lead you through the Dark, through the Fire, into a new day.
I am the Crone, Oldest of the old, Wisest of the Wise, the Power behind power.

 

 

Welcome to the Ascension

Today, is the official Ascension into the 5th Dimension of Earthlings in the Aquarian Age that began on December 21, 2013, according to SiStar Myrah, and will last for 2,160 years. Ascension is a shift in consciousness, a raising of all lower bodies – physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual – to full awareness and presence in the NOW. Ascension is the raising of consciousness to a new level of existence, a shift from 3rd dimensional reality to that of the 5th dimension and beyond. [Exit the matrix]

The 12 Stages of Ascension into Your Lightbody

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Excerpt from the book In Resonance by Jasmuheen

We are aware that, while the planet is under going a shift to a higher frequency because she is a living moving energy system, all who reside within her energy fields will also experience this realignment.

Consequently, I would like to cover two issues in this article.

First, as Earth undergoes her transformation, what many are experiencing, naturally, is termed the Creation of the Lightbody.  I will outline the different stages we may experience as this occurs and how it manifests in our personal energy fields as bouts of flu, headaches, and other symptoms.

Second, many are enthusiastic and joyous at these changes. I will cover practical things that we can do to build and increase the Light quotient in our own bodies.

Tuning ourselves to the higher octaves of Light and changing our vibrational frequency has been explored extensively in previous chapters, which I will summarize and add a few additional techniques to accelerate this process. The process of transition into Light is a gradual one. We are not matter one day and pure Light the next. Our energy fields are infused with and realigned to Light, gradually, or else we would experience electrical ‘burn out’.

In the text Revelations from an Archangel – Ascension to the 12th Dimension, Archangel Ariel stated that the entire crystalline structure of matter was activated to 3rd level Lightbody, for all planetary inhabitants, in April 1989. Creation of the Lightbody is due to the planet’s current transition process and is not an optional experience or process. Beings not wishing to be part of this process at this time will choose death by accident, natural disaster, or decay and disease. As mentioned previously, it is foretold that they will continue their cycle of evolution on another planet of frequency comparable to their own frequency. There is no judgment. It is just the changing nature of energy.

According to Ariel, the Lightbody is gradually created through the transmutation of our current physical body as it mutates and absorbs more Light. Again, this is interconnected with the realignment of our energy fields to higher frequencies and higher octaves of Light and the following information describes the actual physical process and common symptoms as this change occurs. We are all evolving and absorbing Light at our own pace. Some are consciously working with these changes, so their transmutation is quicker. Others are unaware and are absorbing this Light and change in direct relation to planetary change.  However, one can classify this creation in 12 levels:

  1. First level – When the body drops density it displays mutational symptoms of flu, headaches, diarrhea, rashes, or muscle and joint aches. Most flu epidemics are actually Light epidemics! Brain chemistry changes mean that right and left brain functions blend and the pituitary and pineal glands begin to change in size. The DNA structure and chemical components begin to change and pick up extra hydrogen atoms and chemicals that the cells need to take undifferentiated higher Light and break it down into useable Light codes for the DNA.
  2. Second level – The etheric blueprint floods with light and releases karmic experiences. Individuals may feel disoriented and experience of bouts of flu.  Many may ask the question “Why am I here?” Light in the etheric blueprint releases 4th dimensional structure and causes spins in the geometries of the emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies.  Change is rapid and many will feel tired.
  3. Third level – Physical senses become much stronger. Your body not only absorbs Light for its own change but also acts as a transducer – a decoder of higher light energies to the planet as a whole. The process of the in-breath is now irreversible, like an elastic band stretched to maximum capacity and let go of to return to its natural state.
  4. Fourth level – Major changes are in the brain, its chemistry, and electromagnetic energies, resulting in symptoms like headaches, blurry vision, loss of hearing, and chest pains. Crystal regulators in the etheric body keep lines of light within the 5th dimensional blueprint from connecting again, until you are ready. Chest pains are due to the expanding energies of the heart as it opens to deeper levels. Vision and hearing are realigned to function differently. The mental body wonders if it is really in charge and individuals get strong, inexplicable, and undeniable urges to follow spirit without hesitation. Individuals may get flashes of telepathyclairvoyance, and automatic writing, and nearly all begin to experience empathy, [the ability to understand and share the feelings of another]. This is a time of feeling, honoring, and accepting, by validating the emotional body and learning to control it.
  5. Fifth level – The mental body decides to tune into spirit. Dreams change and may become more lucid. You get feelings of deja vu. Thought processes become non-linear.  Beings oscillate between knowing and doubting. They become more prone to knowing answers to questions about “Who am I?” We all realize the habitual nature of thinking and behavior, and look at deprogramming and reprogramming to create the “I” we wish to be, not the “I” we thought we were from our interaction with parents, peers, and society. Change is constant and we discern, consciously, from our heart rather than judge from conditioned responses.
  6. Sixth level – We draw to us others for mutual support and stimulation of growth.  We question what is real, our mental process, and how we identify with others. Our selves change, rapidly. Re-evaluation may be uncomfortable but we feel it must be done. We look at our relationships, jobs, home, environment, and lifestyles, with an understanding of letting go and moving on. We change our friends. Everything feels to be in a state of flux but we feel lighter, vaster, and freer, somehow.  By this stage, the Light quotient in our being is 33%. We feel as though our inner senses are opening up and clairvoyance and clairaudience seem normal and natural to us.
  7. Seventh level – The heart chakra opens more and we become more ‘real’ with our emotions. We just have to be ourselves! We release blocks and old patterns. It is a time of great emotional clearing and great intensity as we rid ourselves of emotional baggage. We feel in tune with each moment, feeling very present, and flowing with life. Often, old relationships end or change, rapidly, as Earthlings dig deep and honor their feelings. There is no room for denial on any level. We lose emotional attachment to others. Chest pains (angina, discomfort caused when your heart muscle does not get enough oxygen-rich blood) are more common as the heart continues to open its energy fields. Doing the unified chakra meditation will assist in the heart opening. Fear is released as the energy fields of all the bodies are realigned through the heart and, when aligned, fear drops away. Pressure at the forehead, back or the whole head is due to the opening of the pituitary and pineal glands as they absorb more light, when these glands are fully open, activated and functioning at the highest level, aging and death cease. When the pineal gland is fully open, we experience multi-dimensionality. Yet, duality seems to increase as we leave it behind. Some days, we feel connected and joyous. Other days, we are in fear and caught up in survival issues. Many wish to ascend and leave the planet as they sense the very real possibility of ascension, through their deepening connection with spirit. As we learn to follow our joy, we may then want to ‘save the planet’ and have everyone follow their joy. ALL are stages of progression and reflect our changing perception.  Dietary wise, you feel to eat less, lighter, and live food. Many at this stage have ceased imbibing meat, sugar, and alcohol as they feel the effects of these substances on the vibrational fields of the body. 
  8. Eighth level – We see the Master in all and purely wish to be of service. We leave the ‘saving and rescuing’ mode behind in favor of the desire to serve Divine Will. The pineal and pituitary glands change shape. If headaches persist, ask the Beings who are working with you to simply ‘tone it down’ for they don’t feel pain. Ask them to release endorphins, the brains natural opiate. The brain is being activated – particularly the cerebrum, the ‘sleeping giant’.  Cranial expansion is common. When triangular seed crystals in the brow and recorder crystals in the right side of the brain are activated, along with the 8th, 9th, and 10th chakras, we begin to be hooked into the languages of Light.

Symbols of the Language of Light

forgiveness1#1 – FORGIVENESS – Pink – Nature: Active
Forgiveness is the basis of all unity in that all is allowed; yet all is healed. In using the vibration of forgiveness, nothing sticks, and therefore all karma is released. As forgiveness is made a part of the aura, all interactions become a blessing. Forgiveness made manifest is the thousand-petal lotus in the heart of the Bodhisattva that projects joy and compassion upon all.
structure2#2 – STRUCTURE – Lavender – Nature: Passive
Structure is the formation vibration which, when applied, holds the space for layering other vibrations together for the completion or creation of a thought regardless of the creational level. Much as a cup contains or holds the space for a potential mixing or blending in third dimension, structure provides a similar function in the energetic realms. Another way of perceiving structure is as a template or grid work through which other vibrations may be woven. Yet another function of structure is to provide a pathway for

The pituitary and pineal glands are opened fully and work together to create the Arc of the Covenant, a rainbow light that arcs over the top of the head to the third eye that is a decoding mechanism for higher dimensional language. You may find it hard to find words to express yourself as you may think in geometries and tones. If confused, do the unified chakra meditation and ask for messages to be decoded and translated. Again, you become so much more aware of the vastness and multi-dimensionality of your nature that you can be anything that you want to be. You cease to operate from obligation and relationships and become transpersonal. You share words from your heart and soul and others may feel disorientated, when dealing with you, as they no longer have ‘hooks’ into you to link with. You operate from a deep level of serenity with heightened sensitivity and awareness. Yet, you feel grounded and transformed. By this stage, it is possible to be sustained purely by Light and prana, to take no nourishment from the atmospheric realms and to be healthily sustained by the ether.

  1. Ninth level – Decoding geometries and toning is easier. Spirit is using the languages of light which shift the 6th dimensional blueprint into a new template for your 5th dimensional Lightbody. Your body may change shape as the energy field’s shift.  You feel interconnected to all Beings everywhere and less connected to the opinions of others. You release the desire for and the energy to sustain the ‘game of separation and limitation’ and feel truly free. The 9th level sees a mass descension of the Lightbody into physical form. As with the 3rd and 6th levels, this level sees a strong re-evaluation as we begin the final surrender to Spirit and truly become the Divine instrument. Here, Spirit determines our income, our work, other beings in our lives, virtually, everything about us and our lifestyle.  This is the dissolution of the ego-self and, while ecstatic, it can be most painful.  Making the leap can be fearful, even though we have evolved through eons of time to reach this point. We may go back and forth, clinging to old comfort zones, before completely letting go. There is no turning back and all must be released. At this 9th level, we experience surrender, then, ecstasy. Letting go of the “I” means we realize that, while free will is real, it is also an illusion as it is only there to guide us and to empower us to be One with Spirit. Survival fears leave as we focus on the Now, at-one-ment.  Though fears may surface, they seem unreal and are easily put aside. We tend to disconnect from consensus reality and our choices and reality seem unreal to others. From the 7th, 8th, and 9th levels, the inner light radiates out noticeably and you feel unbelievably grounded, connected, centered, filled with purpose, and desiring only to serve.

Good grounding surfaces include:

  • Sand (beach)
  • Grass (preferably moist)
  • Bare soil
  • Concrete and brick (as long as it’s not painted or sealed)
  • Ceramic tile

The following surfaces will NOT ground you:

  • Asphalt
  • Wood
  • Rubber and plastic
  • Vinyl •Tar or tarmac

For a while, you may slip between the 8th and 9th levels from feeling complete at-one-ment to being ‘a limited human being’ again. This fluctuation settles down by the end of the 9th level. Then, you will feel connected, continually, and operate from your Christ level. Your intention and motivation is always for the highest, although others, due to their own inner triggers and issues, may not always choose to see that. The 9th level is where we begin to hook up to our Mighty I AM Presence. The last three levels unify all energy fields. All chakras are unified and you become totally connected to your Mighty I AM Presence.

  1. Tenth level – You are one with Source consciousness and know all is possible. Your DNA is no longer 2-strand but 12-strand and teleportation and manifestation are instantaneous. This exercise will change your DNA:

morrnah1Ho’oponopono is the Hawaiian Code of Forgiveness that follows four simple mantras created by Morrnah Nalamaku Simeona, a Hawaiian Kahuna Lapa’au :

  1. I love you.
  2. I’m sorry.
  3. Please forgive me.
  4. Thank you.

Your Merkabah (Lightbody) has been built and allows you to pass through space, time, and dimensions complete in your totality. It has its own consciousness directed by you.

  1. Eleventh level – All levels of the lightbody have been constructed and activated, and are connected to your physical body via spin points.
    1. Axial Circulatory System is 5th dimensional and is within the body, connecting to every Spin Point in every cell and on the body’s surface. This is the model for physical transmutation. The energy that it pulses is like the blood circulatory system but is basically electrical like the nervous system. It draws energy from the Oversoul through surface Spin Points, combining color and sound to realign the blood, lymph, hormonal, and neural systems into the Divine Being. The axial system shifts the body’s pain, sending apparatus so that the mutation can be experienced with Joy as it accelerates the molecular spin of the cells to create or generate a grid work for renewed evolution in humankind.
    2. Axiatonal Lines – The axiatonal lines lie along and connect into the acupuncture meridians by means of the Spin Points, which also connect to the axial circulatory system. The axiatonal lines are the equivalent of acupuncture meridians and connect with the Oversoul and resonant star system. The separation game, as it is called, took place when the acupuncture meridians were cut off from direct connection with the Oversoul and other star populations. This separation is what created brain atrophy, aging, and death that we humans constantly think about and experience. It is through these lines that a human body is directly reprogrammed by the Oversoul into a new body of Light. The axiatonal lines exist independently of any physical body or biological form and emanate from various star systems and are the means by which the galactic body controls its renewing mechanisms. The lines are made up of light and sound.  It is necessary to reconstruct the axiatonal meridians in the human body to allow the Oversoul to transmit the appropriate color and tone frequencies to regenerate the physical body into a Lightbody.
    3. Grid Lines – The axiatonal lines intersect Universal waves, forms, and grids. So, in Higher Light Integrations, we lay grid works from chakras into various Spin Points on the body, thus connecting chakra grids into the axiatonal and axial systems. By connecting chakra grids into the axiatonal lines, the chakras are hooked up into a high evolutionary resonance grid and wave motion. This assists the chakras, as well as the emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies to merge into one unified energy grid, which receives the Oversoul bodies and moves in synchronicity with the Universal waves and pulses of energy through the Spin Points into the axial circulatory system, thereby recalibrating the pulse and flow of the body fluids. When this happens, the whole new grid work transmits the waves and pulses of energy through the Spin Points into the axial circulatory system, recalibrating the pulse and flow of the body fluids.

    These light matrices lie along the physical acupuncture meridians and are lines of light intersecting in beautiful geometries, in a new 5th dimensional circulatory system of Light. Subsequently, cellular regeneration has been accomplished. Time is no longer linear but simultaneous – past, present and future co-exist – all exist in parallels. There is no separation and you will manifest fully your vision of Heaven on Earth and express the ecstasy of Spirit. In this ‘frame’ of conscious awareness, many now access and create new types of Light-based technologies, new community living, new systems of government, and equitable food and resource distribution systems. All have received specialist training and skills to help create and manifest the Golden Age in the New World.

  1. Twelfth level – The continuation of the Creation and implementation of New World systems connecting with other 12th level initiates, who bring into existence new governments, new financial and educational systems, and a better system of food and resource allocation. All Beings will be redefined in the final stages of Earth’s ascension, so that all may exist in joy, equality, and harmony. By this time the planet and her inhabitants will have been ‘rewoven’ into Light to shine in their full glory as the final stages of this Divine Plan unfolds. The planet goes to Light, shifts out of this dimension, and is brought into a multi-star system, where everyone is a lightbody and follows Spirit in total Mastery.

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The Vision Alignment Project: A Vision for the Golden Rule, a new vision from Isabel Foltin for the alignment of children and adults into a world of true compassion.

I visualize the Golden Rule being properly and carefully taught in all schools all around the world. It is the mission statement of all the schools everywhere. As the Golden Rule is taught and properly explained and understood, the children of the world are touched by it, they live by it, thus making them more compassionate and understanding not only of others but of themselves as well. This generates a cycle of continued growth, expansion and well being for all and as the cycle grows, the vibrations of everyone are increased. This increased intensity in vibrations, releases the light within each one of us, allowing all to live in harmony, love and camaraderie. Life becomes Light once again!
In Love and Light,
Isabel Foltin

 

Great Mother of All Life

DIVINE WARNING TO EVERYONE ON THE PLANET EARTH FROM THE GREAT MOTHER OF ALL LIFE!divinemother

August 11, 2012 at 2:15 am

To the Illuminati, fallen light, Lucifer consciousness, and soul groups as well as to the other twelve fallen para groups and all others trapped within the fallen dimensions and within the firewalls of the human bodies and consciousness. In case you weren’t able to notice, there’s a great purification going on, no matter how much you think that your heart is pure, by thinking that you are helping the infinite creator in helping the planet and all of humanity to ascend by utilizing your negativity and sodomy, and that you think that stealing from humanity is your sacrifice and love for them and that you are helping the earth through it’s depopulation of humanity or by your notion and thinking that you need to remain in a higher negative percentage and that you will be able to work out your karma in the next life is a complete con and always was.

You are all pawns in the control and partial destruction and contamination of the Grand Universe and the Central Sun. As for the contracts you think you have signed they weren’t signed by the Infinite Creator, Mother of all life. They were signed with the fallen and therefore are rendered immediately null and void. She does not need to sign contracts with herself or her children. Since 2009 many changes have occurred and especially after your use of sick rituals and using the brainwash consciousness of those you have betrayed during Easter ceremonies of last year 2011 and previous ones. Now, since life has been protected and at the same time negative consciousness and energies were trapped within the firewalls and your matrix destroyed bit by bit. These firewalls were put up for either purification or destruction of negative energies and entities and consciousness within all life and all that is. This is also why you can no longer use the energies or consciousness of the Moon which was the fallen Sun and then used by ET’s, who were nothing other than your spirits from the future along with the fallen Venus and the other planets. Your sacred Atlantis will never be recreated and if you do not believe these words just look at the ring around the moon and in case people are wondering what is going with the Sun is that it used to be on it’s way out because of entities taking it’s energies but what has happened, since August of 2010, is that the Sun has been rejuvenated and purified.

So the increase in energies frequencies and vibrations in consciousness coming in from the Sun will escalate and will help purify and nourish you. And to those who can see white when they close their eyes depending on the pureness of their hearts they will see what I speak of if they ask they ask the right questions without interference. The continuous attempts at destroying the Sun’s energies and to transfer them to a contaminated Earth and its inner Sun during your so-called great harvest also known as the ascension also failed. Everything you have ever done is backfiring on you. Creator may have missed your first attempt but it has made all of you come back a second time as a re-due to find out how humanity and their energies and consciousness in this lifetime had managed to turn the Universe into hell. This time she knows the truth about your deception. The days of deceit from the thirteen family power energy vampires have used humanity by connecting their consciousness to them through straws pyramid style tied to a life upon the Earth and humanity. Once aware and seeing the ulterior motives behind the sick games being played by many within the fallen dimensions the Central Sun, the Ultimate and Infinite Creator, It, The One, Mother of All Life. Just in case you are not sure who I’m talking about decided to July of 2009 to completely purify the Grand Universe and all that is of all negative duality and of all those who have deceived her and pure creation and to remove all of it and all of their extensions all the way down to the on planet Illuminati power family lines within all of Creation and her consciousness energies, frequencies, and vibrations with no chance of them in being reseeded to return within all life all that exist and all that is throughout infinity and for eternity.

The one mistake that everyone has made was to underestimate her will, her power to rejuvenate and her power and willingness to destroy parts of herself as she can destroy her own energies and consciousness and all that her procreators create. The power of her Love for all life and of Pure Creation have finally enabled her to do what is right for all. As an erroneous creation, your many plans of overtaking her consciousness through a “we are one” unity contaminated energy consciousness and the pure consciousness energy of all life on earth and everywhere else, during your many harvests, during your so-called game to use against her consciousness and pure creation, has also failed, once again. After billions of years of forgiveness, only to be constantly deceived by impure creations who think they are pure even in their evilness, as all those who were deceiving her and harming her pure creation will no longer exist, no matter what excuse you have.

No amount of technology or sophistication to copy her energies will save you or protect you from purification or termination. As she has been recreated herself and removing the cancer and all other disease creation within her. Your use of crystals and contaminated sacred geometry, the metatron cubes, served to entrap, which are units which are also related to unity consciousness which is a trap and your use and infiltration of accessing everyone’s chakras and using them as highways to hell and other dimensions as well as using caskets, urns or any other materials used including Creole preservations can no longer work to hurt, manipulate, overtake or to entrap spirits or souls. As all consciousness within the crystals were either purified and released or destroyed.

Less than half of humanity had Souls and you and I know that it’s no longer simply about the souls; but, about consciousness in itself as Souls are the moving vehicle for our consciousness and emotional love energies and carry our memories every minute of our existence as they are our books of life. And only those who make it through great purification of the Universe without negative dualities energies will possess a Soul and will become whole again. All other energies who had split themselves to become separated and impure creation who created more of the same negative creation will be destroyed forever. As you hear my words you know I am right; but, because, humanity did not know the truth they will get a chance to clear their consciousness of all negative consciousness other negative attached beings and to stop creating their own demons through thoughts as all negative consciousness energies, frequencies and vibrations have to be destroyed once and for all to ensure that all pure creation and all life who were deceived are protected once and for all within Creator of all throughout the ongoing purification. All Deities either satanic or false led by by empire deities such as Lucifer, Mary (which was the Black Madonna) and many more, the fallen angels, Gods and Goddesses you have made yourselves to be or created by your soul groups to drain the love energies from humanity are no longer connected to humanity or feeding upon them as they have all been destroyed except for those who were already connected within your bodies and within your own consciousness as they are trapped with you and can only feed through your memory and love of them as well as your negative thoughts, emotions and behavior. They can only exist within your mind as long as you keep feeding them. Upon death, then at that point all of your consciousness energies within all frequencies and vibrations are now immediately destroyed if they are not already destroyed through purification. Those who are worthy are immediately transferred upon death to complete purification.

All within matter will also be purified, so no matter which planetary system you want to invade or have invaded and think you can return to in the future no longer exist as we are in the now in the Universe. There are no more timelines or time travel to be hand; although, I know your own consciousness ego will fight to keep the lies and all that you think you know alive within you especially as they will refuse to leave until you release them from your memory. Your planned ascension, great escape and invasion will not happen. This Earth once purified completely will turn into a Sun and only then will those who see the truth and be willing to release their negative egos and all negative energies within their consciousness and will have opened their heart to all life and all of creation with complete sincerity and without negativity will move on and not be destroyed forever. No one can escape it as we are presently within Creator’s purification energies and this is happening every where and throughout infinity there is no where to hide and no one will pass through one true Creator of light until she is satisfied that all within her body have been completely purified or destroyed forever.

Furthermore, humans deceiving and hurting others will suffer the same consequences of the end times as you will. Which now means that all your energies consciousness and emotions will be experiencing its last life for eternity and throughout infinity. Can no longer use human or other consciousness, emotions or any of the elements to use for your evil rituals as your actions and intentions will now judge you. So the message to the Vatican, Roman Empire, the UN and all those corrupt within and to all of the thirteen families and their power bloodlines, and those affiliated or involved with the New World Order for greed or are just plain selfish and evil is that you must stop your actions of insanity and now become a complete service to all life and all of creation immediately.

You must expose all of your wrong doings to all of humanity. You must stop your enslavery of them and to release all of your wealth that you have stolen from them during your deceit and to assist them immediately and to live in their shoes and especially if those you have used and abused and for you to clean up the mess you have made of the Earth, until you have redeemed yourselves to all of creation. So basically your family karma needs to get cleaned up here and now. Not later, as you may not have any existence after this one. It’s up to you. If you dare not believe this message, let me assure you that no one is coming to save you. There are no more ET’s other than your own implants stuck within you and I know that you know that much has changed and that you are wondering where the others have gone too. So now that you know the rest of the story of the now, it’s checkmate and game over for eternity and throughout infinity. The games you think you are playing are no more. And one more thing for everyone else who is listening to this message, it truly amazes me that our human consciousness would think that Creator of all has to follow traditions or prophecies like it has no brain of its own.

There is no more future to look into other than the one we create day to day and no prophecies to be followed as the game has changed and so have much of how the prophecies were to be fulfilled. And as now, we are all helping in one way or another within the purification of the Grand Universe. Whichever attitude you take, will still help the outcome; but, it’s up to you to decide if you will rejoin your eternal family. So I will say this again. There are no more energies that will do your bidding as Creators energies and what feeds you and keeps you alive are all new energies as the other were either destroyed or transmuted to pure Love. The only way Spiritual Healers can heal is to call upon Creator, Mother of all Life, healing energies to come help heal those in need as the fire balls [naga serpent energy is the kundalini where we can transfer the chi energy that’s not contaminated; because, it’s the original life force on the planet; because we all have a central sun within us] only allow her pure energies to pass through people and so that others cannot contaminate one another through energy healing and energy transfers. So just ask for Creator to help and she will if your intentions are pure and in consideration for the benefit of a purified creation. But you need to remember one thing, things take time, and now that you know the truth, as you see she or it, Creator, Mother of all life, has always remained whole and never split herself. When she had split with her creative energies, her creation and not herself unlike all other energies who decided against her will. And then there are those who were the nature energy consciousness of the Earth and all life upon the Earth, as well as the elements. And who because of negativity had the many splitting up of their own energies, to experience many rides, they too were misguided and trapped. So if you need Creator’s help, Mother of all life, just call out to her and she will hear you, if that is your will, once you awaken from the deception that it is up to you. And let me remind everyone that all of pure creation knows, she is called Mother of all Life as they have always known that she never approved of any of her children to be experiencing any trauma or pain, this is not what life is supposed to be about no matter what game you play.

If anyone finds this too harsh; then, they have not grasped the concept of reality within the Universe nor the mess that need urgent cleansing, no matter how it is being done it is Creators decision and not ours to make. We must respect her body and respect all Life that is good and pure.  So I bid you all to have a great purification and much Love to awaken from the insanity and hopefully whenever purification is done and Creator is ready, she and we will meet again inside the Central Sun.

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Elevating

Dreams are showing us that we are moving up higher to higher levels of consciousness.

The establishment is putting black men on top so we cannot scream “racism”. Mamayah’s dream showed black men infecting people with herpes. Sistar Myrah said this is the new racism because black men are infecting black women.

Movie: Children of Men nobody can have babies except this black woman, who everyone is trying to get her safely to a ship. The black man turned against her, trying to use the baby for his own purposes, while the white man rescued her. The black man died.

 Celah Eliana: In the dream I’m looking at property, dirt, on this street there are beautiful houses. No trees, just soil. No roads and I don’t know how to get out of there. A few black people but most people are white. I had the dream twice. Everyone is searching for a home. “How do you get out of here. I don’t see any roads in or out.” No trees, plants, animals, nothing.

Interesting take on the movie Children of Men

Sistar Myrah said there is no fertility. It is a very sterile environment. Lots of material things but no spiritual riches. So, Celah Eliana is not satisfied. She said there is beautiful blue water, wider than a canal. But no roadway in or out but lots of hills. Sistar Myrah sees this as a status dream. You’re on a high status, when it comes to material things and rewards but this is why you don’t see a lot of black people.

Celah Eliana said “How did you get in or out. But the people are saying why do you want to get out?”

Jimmy Hendrix “All Along The Watchtower”

Myrah said the high status shows that they’re not letting anyone in. It’s a privilege to be living with this type of wealth or well-being. If you’re not already prosperous, you wouldn’t be there. Celah Eliana said that’s why you only see very few black people.

Dr. Henderson said that we are in Armageddon, now. Celah Eliana said there are posts that said Armageddon was over 1950 years ago, during the Roman Empire.

Sistar Myrah said we’re in the throes of it now. Elevating is what we’re doing. We’re in the throes of transformation. Obama’s past minister Reverend Wright said our god and their god is not the same. They may already have been in it because their rise and fall has happened. But ours is just beginning.

This is why women have to come to the forefront. Men bring the information to the table. Women serve it up. Men want to keep debating and beating a dead horse. Let the women activate the transformation by utilizing what we know, now. Men don’t want to pass the baton. “I know more than you know. I can challenge what you have to say.” That’s when it becomes abusive.

Sistar Myrah is bored with men. They’ve served their roll. Let’s stop arguing over facts. It’s not enough to believe, anymore, we must KNOW and that’s the woman’s role. Especially the Moors. Noble Drew Ali and Myrah have the same birthday – January 8. She feels his kinship. She believes black people are in the throes of Armageddon. We were the beginning. We are the most ancient and we’re at wrap-up time, right now.

Incantations:

MAMA turn all negative activity around. ~ Mamayah El (5:55)

We, the daughters of Earth, the Crones, that have been inspired in the spirit of compassion for the well-being of our ancient cosmic family are gathered to understand why you’ve connected this trio. Please demonstrate the magic of the power you have made available to us in service to the protection of our universal ancient family. Empower our ability and capability and aid our way as validation with the authority of our common purpose. We are one in the best interests of our family of antiquity in your essence as ancient of ancients. ~ SiStar Myrah.

MAMA please allow this trinity of women to naturally raise upright our fallen sisters to elevate them to their true celestial level in mind and spiritual substance. ~ Celah Eliana Bey

Ase, ase, ase!

(8:47)

I love you!

have I told you I love you - famous letter - momayah el From GaiaMind Poems

By

Joan Cartwright

Acknowledging the Crone

Today, on Facebook, a woman posted this wonderful statement about the Crone.

My response is a link to my page ON BECOMING THE CRONE

IN PRAISE OF THE INNER CRONE!

OK, we all know about the “inner child”, right? The innocent being who still lives inside of us, who needs and deserves love and care, and whom we sometimes have to channel in order to learn self-compassion?

I’m a big fan of the notion of the inner child. It can be a really healing construct. Once, when I was going through a particularly dark season of self-loathing, I taped a sweet photo of myself (age 2) on my mirror, and taught myself that any harm I did to me, I also did to HER. It made me kinder and more tender to myself. Imagining other people’s inner children makes me kinder and more tender to them.

So the Inner Child is a good thing.

These days, though, I spend less time thinking about my Inner Child lately, and more time focused on my INNER CRONE — the old lady who lives inside me, whom I hope to someday be.

Because she’s a serious bad-ass.

The really old ladies always are bad-asses. I’m talking about the real survivors. The women who have been through everything already, so nothing scares them anymore. The ones who have already watched the world fight itself nearly to death a dozen times over. The ones who have buried their dreams and their loved ones and lived through it. The ones who have suffered pain and lived through it, and who have had their innocence challenged by ten thousand appalling assaults…and who lived through all of it.

The world is a frightening place. But you simply cannot frighten The True Crone.

Some might consider the word “crone” to be derogatory, but I don’t in the least. I honor it. The crone is a classic character from myth and folklore, and she often the bearer of great wisdom and supernatural power. She is sometimes a guardian to the underworld. She has tremendous vision, even if she is blind. She has no fear of death, which means: NO FEAR.

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I keep a wall of photos of some of my favorite crones, for inspiration. The photo below is of a Ukrainian Babushka who lives in (get this) Chernobyl. There are a group of such women — all tough elderly peasants — who have all recently moved back to the radioactive area around Chernobyl.

You know why they live there? Because they like it.

They like Chernobyl because that’s where they came from. They are natural-born farmers. They hated being refugees.They resented being shunted off their land after the catastrophe. They hated living in the shabby and crime-infiltrated and stress-inducing government housing in the city, and they much prefer the independence of living off the land in the most contaminated nuclear site on earth. They have formed a stupendously resilient retirement community there, in what some would call the world’s most terrifying landscape.

Is it safe? Of course not. Or, whatever. After 90 years of hard living, what does “safe” even mean? They drink the water. These women plant vegetables in that radioactive soil and eat them. They butcher the wild pigs that scavenge around the old nuclear power plant, and eat them, too. Their point is: “We are old. What do have to fear from radioactivity? At this age? Who cares?”

All they want is their freedom. So they take care of themselves and each other. They cut and haul their own wood. They make their own vodka. They get together and drink and laugh about the hardships of World War II and the evils of the Stalin years. They laugh about everything, then they go outside and butcher another radioactive boar and make sausage out of him.

I would put these women in a Bad-Ass Contest against any cocky young alleged Bad Ass you’ve got going, and I guarantee you — the Chernobyl crones would win, hands down.

We live in a society that romanticizes youth. We live in a culture where youth is considered a real accomplishment. You look at a seriously powerful classic crone like the woman in this photo and you see foolish we are — to imagine that the young offer much for us to aspire to, or learn from. No wisdom like the wisdom of survival. No equanimity like the equanimity of somebody who plants a garden right on top of a nuclear disaster and gets on with it.

So these days, when my Inner Child gets all fluttery with the panic of living, I just ask myself: ” WWMICD?”

“What Would My Inner Crone Do?”

Ask yourself that same question. See what she tells you.

One thing I can promise you she will never say? She will never say: “WORRY.

She will more likely tell you this: “ENDURE.”

Hang in there, all you future awesome crones!

LG

My response is a link to my page ON BECOMING THE CRONE

My new friend in Atlanta Roz and I have mutual things in common - we both love Jazz and we both write.

My new friend in Atlanta Roz and I have mutual things in common.
We both love Jazz and we both write.

Watching my father (94) age gives me so much pleasure.

Watching my father (94) age gives me so much pleasure.

  The only object to life is to enjoy it and have fun!

http://www.wijsf.org

http://www.joancartwright.com

http://www.mimijohnson.net

http://www.mjtvnetwork.info

 

Being Where I AM

FANTASM

Blue-Hour2It’s a funny kind of feeling

Being home and where the air fits your fancy.

Feeling safe and secure like nothing could go wrong

And you’re sure about that you are sure

It’s a place in your mind that exists for only you

There’s a notion that nobody else can feel

It’s a knowing, a fantasm of your soul

Saying every thing is there

Being where I AM

~ Diva JC

I walked and wept

I walked and wept

By Joan Cartwright

20131025_123220Today, I walked and wept

I asked the trees why am I unhappy

I asked the angels to surround me

Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, Ariel

Aniel, Zadkiel, and all my guardians

I asked them to protect me

I asked the sky, the clouds

Why the tears are flooding my eyes

I asked the ground on which I walked

Why my heart felt so despised

I wondered why I felt despair

Since blessings I saw everywhere

20130913_083603There, across the lake, I live

A pleasant place with peace to give

But, still I felt as if I knew

With all I have some more was due

Oh, why, I asked am I so blue?

And why should I stop crying, Who

Could see me cry and pass on by

As if my tears meant nothing, Why

Could no one see that I was sad

That I was feeling really bad?

20131112_112819Bikers passed and waved as if

They didn’t care. I wondered if

I was a fool to be so blue

I wondered if my mood was true

I asked the birds, the butterfly

If my poor heart is open why

All I felt was the need to cry

And then, as I stood by the shore

Gazing on a sycamore

20131112_114039The answer came as teardrops poured

Down from my eyes, I saw, I saw

That I was feeling all the pain from

Knowing folks who gave their all

And, even though they stood so tall

Their withered lives most don’t recall

I cried for Billie who died a junky

I cried for Bird whom drugs had killed

I wept for Ella whose eyes were dim

When I was blessed to be in her midst

I wept for Betty whose “manager”

Stole her savings to buy a jet

That crashed, alas, all was misspent

I cried for Freddie whose lip did swell

From smoking crack as he did tell

Me of the horror he saw in Russia

Or was it just a doped up dream?

I wept for Miles who on his break

Outside the Vanguard (not the Gate)

Was beaten by an ig’nant cop

Who had no clue about Bebop

I cried for Clark whose back was sick

From flying cross the pond too much

glorialynne3I cried for Gloria Lynne, the Voice

Whose body made another choice

I wept for Etta, obese, until the day

She slimmed down to become Beyoncé

And both of them, who turned to blonde

To forsake all the Black they’d known

I cried for Whitney, who had it all

Who was a star that slipped to fall

Down from her thrown, as Michael did

I cried for them and God forbid

I kept on counting all the lives

That brought us music and then died

Where’s Donna Summer? Where’s Jimi?

Where’s Judy Garland and Janice Joplin?

Where’s Bessie Smith and Ray Charles?

Where’s Dinah? Where is Phoebe Snow?

Where are they, now?

20131103_081321Why have they flown?

I cried for those

Whose songs I’ve known

Whose lives had blessed the multitudes

I wept for them in my solitude.

On my solitary walk, today,

I cried for saints who went away.

©2013 Joan Cartwright

Renovation

Sheridan Street

Ren·o·va·tion 

is defined as modernization, restoration, redecoration, refurbishment, revamping,
makeover, reconditioning, rehabilitation, overhauling, repair,
rebuilding, redevelopment, reconstruction, remodeling, updating,
improvement, upgrading, and refitting.

So, when I had a financial upheaval in January 2013, I was forced to vacate my premises, where I resided for six years.  I had three move-in options that all dissipated, one by one, leaving me homeless, that is, without a place to move my belongings.  By providence, my friend MG, who was helping me move, had a vacant room in her townhouse.  She said, immediately, “put your things in storage and move in with me for a while.”

This was music to my ears, at that moment, on February 13, because I had no idea what to do. I was in the middle of my own personal perfect storm, wondering how I could survive.  There was my friend of 20 years, offering her love, support, home, and comfort.  I had a little money, so the storage unit, truck rental, and movers were paid for.  However, I didn’t have a job or enough money to pay to move into a place, by the end of February.  Fortunately, my car was paid off, so I had reliable transportation. But how long could I stay there with her?

The best laid plans of mice, men, and Joan! Whew!

Turns out the Universe had a plan for me that was far better than my plan.  I stayed with my friend in her townhouse, located 1.5 miles from Hollywood Beach, Florida, for six months, which was probably five months longer than she or I anticipated.  We grocery shopped together, drank good wine and ate good meals together, and watched movies on her widescreen TV.

My room was comfortable and there was WiFi, so I could complete my PhD course assignments and do the work I do for my non-profit.  I didn’t really know where I was going to wind up but I kept a positive outlook and when I thought about being depressed, my friend reminded me of the blessings I had.  So, I sucked up my tears and thought about how fortunate I am to have a good friend like her and a cool place to live in the hot Florida sun.

Just to rewind, 10 years earlier, I was engaged in renovating four homes, two in Florida and two in Georgia.  I had plenty of money in the bank and Home Depot was my store of choice.  Now, 10 years later, my bank account was nearly empty and I was sharing a home with a friend.  How things change in the course of life.

Never ever doubt the Universe!

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In May, I was invited to attend a Women in Music conference in Italy.  I laughed because I had about $50 in the bank and the airline ticket alone was $1,600.   Lo and behold, my non-profit organization members and my friends donated $3.645 to my crowdfunding site at www.gofundme.com/jc-wimust and I was able to attend the WIMUST Conference from July 4-7, 2013, in Fiuggi, Italy!

Then, I continued on to the Umbria Jazz Festival in Perugia, where I met several friends, new and old.  Finally, I took the train up to Switzerland, where I attended the Montreux Jazz Festival, and stayed a week with my friend who owns Seehotel Baren, in Brienz. Wow! How about manifestation!  My seven days spent in Brienz were totally renewing and I got to visit with my dear friend Monique, who runs the hotel, after not seeing her for 18 years!

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Upon my return to Florida, after 23 days of travel on planes, trains and in automobiles, I decided to renovate myself by cutting my hair.  I had been twisting my hair for about four years and it was definitely time for a cosmetic overhaul.  My cousin Paul Miller had a salon in Hollywood that I had never visited. So, I returned on Saturday, and went to get a hair cut on Monday, which is usually a closed day for salons. But Paul’s was open and he did a great job because I got so many compliments from the moment I left his shop.

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So, now it was time to get in gear to move out of my friend’s townhouse. But where would I go? I put the word out on Facebook and in email that I was in need of a new place to live.  BAM! Another friend sent me an email about a townhouse in Delray Beach, Florida, that would come available September 1, but I would have to share it with a young woman named Kat, who had a dog.  UGH! Dogs are not my favorite things.  But I needed to move. Still, I had not money, no job, and only a social security check that really wasn’t that much because I chose to take it early, at 62, since the government was screaming about cutting benefits and I didn’t want to lose all that I had paid into it, all my working life.

Ask and ye shall receive!

20130801_163201I took a ride 30 miles north to Delray Beach to see the place and fell in love with it, immediately.  The wheels in my head started turning to make manifest this opportunity.  I took photos of my room-to-be and the common areas Kat and I would share.  Still, with no money in the bank, I had to figure out how I would pay the deposit and first month’s rent.  I reverted to a child and went to my father, who agreed, immediately, to help me.  I had to borrow from two other friends to pay for the truck and storage unit I would need, since all of my belongings that occupied my two bedroom, two bath I lived in from 1997 to 2013, would not fit into the townhouse.  Up until the Saturday before the move on Sunday, I was $120 short. But my dear friend LH went to my bank and made that deposit that put me in the black.  I was on my way to Delray!

The final blessing of the move was my son’s best friend, Sean and his son Sean, Jr., who packed the truck from one storage unit in a way that my bedroom furniture and kitchen table and chairs and whatever small items I would need could go right into the townhouse, and the remainder could go to the storage unit up in Delray.  I was finally back in Palm Beach County, after living in Broward County for 28 years, with short intervals living in Atlanta, GA, with my daughter, in Shanghai, China, where I sang for three months, and in Europe, where I lived and toured from 1990 to 1998.  I had “returned home”, as my brother Carlton, said.

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Back in 2009, I was inspired to write a blog on Reinventing My Artistry.  As all in nature renews itself, so must we humans refresh, reboot, re-energize, and recognize that we are ever evolving.  I AM happy to know that my life is under renovation and that I AM moving toward my new selfhood.

One Final Note

Today, I took the opportunity to interest a dear friend in purchasing some of the art I had, since I owned Motherland Bridge Gallery back in 2001, in Fort Lauderdale, Florida.  She took three pieces and helped me move five larger pieces to a consignment shop, where they were received, graciously. Trustfully, they will sell and give me enough money to repay my Dad and be a little further ahead, financially.

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